Stop thinking to enjoy ur life! -.-

THE MOVE

2009-10-26T00:06:00.003+08:00

WE has moved! to http://www.balancingcars.livejournal.com

Getting on with life

2009-10-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

I keep hearing myself say "Damn fast!"
Like... the week passed soo fast
Every week sia

Wyemin went overseas quite long ago, and he's comin back this coming fri (awesomeee)
But then I said "damn fast!!" again
And what have i achieved in that "pretty long" time?
NOTHING

MAN i have to get on with my life.
I dunno why i keep playing stupid games, wasting my time.
I shld be doing smthn constructive.
Juz cause army is a Lil draining at times, I do admit sometimes i'm not tired but i juz laze around cause i'm "serving N $"
Sort of because of the impression that anyone who enters N $ becomes lazy and likes to laze arnd and slack
But I have no idea why i had reaffirmed myself in that image
mmmm.... (i'm not being angsty or anything if that's the tone it seems here.. juz being reflective xD)

I wanna get on with my life...
and i can do it now

Juz needs a good amount of discipline than i currently have (I dont think i even have much now to begin with)
I need more discipline to achieve the stuff i want.. like the time I studied for As
Ok maybe dont need THat hiong, but i shld have more control and self awareness...
MMmmmmmm....

I know what i should be doing..
hah

I miss chatting for a longgg time with old friends. Seems everyone's busy nowadays
haha

-enddd-

2009-09-21T18:28:00.003+08:00

Ahh the weather juz turned nice. slight drizzle with a little dark clouds and a cool breeze
(now from my fan. cause the rain got heavier and i needed to close the windows -.- haha!)

-enddd-

Drained and a little willful

2009-09-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

Ar my juz drains the crap out of me man..

I really feel damn sian at times. and rly tired. and juz... grumpy and irritated
i wish the week would be over, every weekday. sighhh

It's sick(not rly the right word, but.. i guess i'm sick of it..?) how i KEEP questioning myself why am i even doing this??? and the answer always goes back to my parents.
But Now i am rly wondering...
rarr...

I rly cant wait to get on with life man
I miss my old friends, and old life!
waking up at 8am everyday and reading newspapers and taking more than half an hour to eat breakfast. then help my mom with some chores and do my own stuff. and chillax. I miss that feeling man.
Damn i know I'm sounding like a kid. but I'm quite tired and so i'm juz typing whatever comes to my mind first ._. hahah

maybe the uni kids're gg through the same phase, but somehow i dont really think so (sry if it is true :/ ) haha
But i dont think so, cause i think the company u get in here, and there shld be pretty different..?
haha
i repeat: i miss my old friends man..
and how we all used to be ):

Man it's 10:41pm and i am f*ing sleepy.
I shall go sleep.
in a while..

-endddd-

2009-08-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

ZOmg!
'Someone' actually still reads this!
I am amazed and at the same time, pleasently surprised LoL
I wonder who u are (TELL ME ASAP!) hahaha

-------------

I realised smthn.
Everyone's JUST tryin to be happy.
no matter how rich, poor, ambitious, patriotic, lazy, "evil"
pple are juz lookin for ways and means to be happy
that's the ultimate reason which justifies for all our actions
(as i think....)
haha
(too many examples to even name one. sooo..)
juz think abt it.

If u think abt it more, why're we so upset with the past? we juz wanna be happy IN the future.
past is crap. like we can change anythin...

So we shld juz be findin ways n thinkin of how to be happy in the future

I made a mistake yesterday. and it hasn't "come back to me"
at first i was like ah shit shit shit shit. later i kena. die
But then, after those thoughts (which i mentioned juz now), i started to think like ok how to make it better. even if i "kena"
lol

i juz wanna be happy, too.
starting to think why pple work so hard.
but those pple prob feel happy when they get their rewards.
I felt like workin damn hard and enjoying last time too
but now i dont feel as much of a passion.
Realised one thing abt myself, that i dont THINK i need to be really wealthy to be happy
which might be a good thing. cause more easily contented..?
but also might be a bad thing since it wont spur me to work as hard
I thought, I'd work hard for my parents.
but then, (another thought: ) my parents also dont rly NEED a lot of money to be happy
i tihnk if they were made to choose, they'd choose me spendin more time with them over material wealth, anytime

haha
ah well

now: juz gonna try to get past these two years
haha

the future is so unpredictable, planning too much just ruins it xD

-endddddd-

7 up

2009-07-20T17:22:00.002+08:00

i JUST wondered...
who still comes here and reads this stuff!
(prob none) but heck. it's bloggin for my own pleasure LoL!

ANWs,
one of those days. act, these few days've been quite not fun for me. and the worst thing is that I have no idea why!!!
Juz feel sian. (a bit...)
Like... "one of those days" hahaha
Ah well, maybe it's juz a psychological thing.
It'll pass
it'll pass

haha ANWs,

U know the new 7-up ads?
(couldnt find the pic sooo..)
the one with the "New look!" and "Made with natural flavours"
The first thing that came to my mind was...
"New Look"!?
whatttttttt...
Like... i dont think anyone's gonna buy more 7-up juz cause the bottle has a new look!
like it was juz -.-
and... whats with "made with natural flavours"!?
like... pple nowadays are health concious and all. so its like trying to get that factors. but its not made with natural ingredients! so they can only put that
u try to analyse it more in depth, think one'd prob go 'what made with natural "flavours"' ._.

LoL sry la
N s too sian can think of stuff like that haha!
no offense to 7-up too! xD

hahaha

-endddddd-

2009-07-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

Do pple usually think alot..?
Cause lotsa stuff'd been gg through my mind recently

one thing, i guess it's not impossible, but pretty hard to change urself. like personality wise.
maybe it's juz 'who u are' and that's what u're comfortable w thus it's 'hard' to change.
but... izzit good to change fr the better or juz be who u are lol

ah well. life --.....

-enddd-

AFTER CLIMBING

2009-07-17T20:37:00.002+08:00

This poem goes out to my Best Boulder Buddy (BBB LoL) JASON:

AFTER CLIMBING

AFTER Climbing, my hands are sore.
But everytime, we crave for MORE. (i managed to find a rhyming word, so i HAD to capitalise it HAHA)

Different ROUTES, we anyhow DO.
Frikkin Tight! Our (rock) climbin' SHOES (say the 'rock' fast) (LoL)

First we were noobs, 30mins CMI.
Then we were not so noob. .....YEAH (WHAT. ITS THE BRIDGE -.- lolz)

Today I climbed, My hands were pumped.
Even though, I didnt push much.

No matter still,
Wipin my ass, my hands were achin!!! (LIKE HELL)
CHECK-

Wahahaha!
Reminds me of ODAC days man :[

Every now and then, Stuff will remind me of ODAC! Like carryin chairs from 30SCE (in camp) or... etc.
It's not JUST me.., izzit?

haha

ANWs, yeah! decided to start bloggin again!
No particular reason...
Juz felt like it haha

and anws, realised my typing like crap liao. so this will IN A WAY improve my typing xD

AND, WISDOM MSG OF THE DAY: (LOL @rm y (<--muz censor in case they search for it on net HAHA. DONT GO TELL THEM ALSO LoL) RIGHT!)

Live life in moderation and balance. U'll be much more happy :] (well maybe not true for EVERYone, but at least it's true for me hahaha)

take a breath, and smile

-endddddd-

2009-03-06T00:40:00.002+08:00

AHH
OMGWTFBBQ
we are freaking out

(this is too funny to not paste here hope u dun mind meigui d: )

meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
AHHHHH
meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
IM DAMN SCARED
ARKAR [] says:
ME TOO
ARKAR [] says:
AHH
meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
ahhhhhhhhhh
.
.
.
meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
AHHHHHHH
meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
if we go to sleep now
meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
when we wake up
meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
it's it
meigui, IT IS TODAY. says:
it's IT

....
LoL!
but dun worry. I'm def gonna sleep.
just that now DAMN. WIDE. AWAKE.
even though the weather's supposed to be the ultimate sleeping condition (raining) (just stopped)
haha

mmmm....

that's life...

-cross fingers :x -

-enddddd-

waiting...!

2009-02-28T23:32:00.004+08:00

!! haha
Last minute chionging again!
-cross fingers- :x

-enddddd-

!! :D

2009-02-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

WOOOoo

JIAYOU ME

wahahaha

-endddddd-

2009-02-23T22:03:00.001+08:00

tired..... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

so many qns.

am i doing the wrong thing oO....

and i'm nt working hard enough :/

-endddddd-

weak

2009-02-19T00:59:00.001+08:00

I knew better than to get weak.
and i did.
pfft..

'dun waste ur time on mistakes' haha

btw, if u're a girl looking for some online shopping, check this site out

http://ilovemycousin.livejournal.com/

my friend's one :] haha

-endddd-

learn

2009-02-15T23:56:00.001+08:00

still learning.
all of us
that's what's impt haha

success doesnt teach as much as failure
:]

-enddddd-

My Valentine

2009-02-15T00:13:00.003+08:00

Definitely didn't go as planned...
But just that small ___ cheered me up n made my day
And it ended

Heh...

Happy Valentine's! (a.k.a friendship day!(for e singles xD))

-enddddd-

Happy Friendship day

2009-02-14T09:22:00.001+08:00

Hey
I hate (dun like :/ ) friends who won't stick by u
n not even do a small favour for a 'friend'

bad start lol
but will be good ending...

Singles' Party! xD

-enddddd-

trust

2009-02-10T23:41:00.004+08:00

The flame burst again today

Damn motivated

It is your privilege to take your choice as to which way you will proceed.
Thousands of people walked over the great Calumet Copper Mine without discovering it. Just one lone man used his imagination, dug down into the ground a few feet, investigated, and discovered the richest copper deposit on earth.
...Discovery is a matter of investigation and the use of imagination.
-Napoleon Hill

I never want to forget this

"The Law of Success" by Napoleon Hill.
Whatever your profession (desired or current) is, whoever u are (know me or not), if u trust me,
and if you want to be successful in whatever u are doing,
Get this book.

That's all i hv to share for today :]

-enddddd-

Luck..?

2009-02-05T11:25:00.002+08:00

Woahh
That was unexpected zomgggg

haha
5Feb liao...
Time to start workin! :D
23days to the end of Februrary

-endddddd-

brain thinks

2009-02-03T08:53:00.002+08:00

Finally!

haha

1st Feb, was a roller coaster ride mannn

totally.

and on the mrt, somehow my mind like kept hesitating and stuff i dunno. but i think it's natural bah

I was really damnnnn tired..
Things like.. Do i rlyy wanna continue w this? for long term?? Is this rly the right thing..
what....
First thought was of course kinda nooo.... I juz wanna go home and sleep..
But then.., I can't juz 'go home' and sleep foreverr, in the future..
it's worth the effort.

So i went on
The roller coaster continued. with the screw ups n everything.

But in the end, :]
whew... Finally!
and i was happy :]

But now, new month. and i have to work hard again :D
heheh

-enddddd-

closin in..

2009-01-29T21:36:00.003+08:00

I think i know what's the worst thing about this trade.
It's not rejection, but being misunderstood

hah wat a bad day
if not for my friends i think i would've juz melted/exploded/what

haha

it's not easy,
but that's not reason enough to stop whacking ur best xD

i juz hope i dont push people too hard :/

-enddddd-

EDIT-
Sarah! If u're reading this,
did u know that we were worried SICK!
like damn worried la!
haha
but it was a relief to see it was all for nthn xD

-endddddd-

Pause.... and play (again)

2009-01-28T08:39:00.002+08:00

mmmmm....
(I noticed i say that a LOT nowadays ._. haha)

A few days of holiday slacking was goooddddddddddddddddddddddddd
mmmm...
(haha -.-)
but BACK to reality man

haha

back to reality....

-enddddd-

always two sides to a story

2009-01-24T21:50:00.003+08:00

Good news!
Arkar has finally calmed down
haha

mmm
....
(nothing much to say -.-...) loll

oh
Hi SIEWEED!

For quite a while there, i thought this blog was kinda dead liao. with only me bloggin xD

good to see still got views (other than from me) xD

so if u drop by, do leave a tag! even if it's juz a 'hi'

SO MANY stuff i was gonna do, still haven do
work work....

.. CNY
seriously can't WAIT for e ODAC outing wahahaha

-enddddd-

2009-01-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

Rar!
Screwed up my Presentation
dots

BUT I realised what they say is true bah

From Failure, u learn
From Success, not so much....

mmm
s45 outing was somehow quite fun
(i got quite high i think -.-)
haha
unexpectedly
but cool xD

come on.....

-enddd-

rararar!!!

2009-01-22T00:15:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh

7k left!!!

When I think abt it, My emotions ALLL come rushing.
SWUUSH. SWOOSSAH!

shit damn high
AHHH
(gg nuts --)

WILL I HIT IT?
or WILL I MISS It?

I DUNNO. I am no fortune teller
But I AM GONNA TRY
and WHACK
and HACK
and SLASH

juz CRAP the SHIT outta me. SHIT THE CRAP. what the * --

Juz...
have to remind myself not to be too (over)confident
and hope for TOO much...
(later too disappointed)
dun hit, ah well :]
hit, Yay!

heheh

Only time (e future) will tell :D

-enddddd-

Faith

2009-01-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

Slideshow
I have to say, i didn't really wanna go at first, cause i was feeling kinda lazy
But now i'm glad to say i would've regretted it if i didnt go xD

"Believing is Seeing"

If u want smthn that badly, juz go for it! Why're u hesitating?
Limitations are things u set for urself.

And... sometimes i kinda marvel at people's fears of the unknown... (though i, being human also might sometimes experience it)
How'd u know the white powder is not (sweet) sugar?
and that it is probably (salty) salt.
People dont even dare to try any of them and in the end lose out the sweetness they could've experienced.
And all i can do is (kinda helplessly), juz offer them the powder
Haha
Oh well, that's people (in majority) for u!

7k left!
JIAYOU ARKAR

RARRRRRRrrrrrrrrrr
xD

-endddd-

Possibilities

2009-01-13T09:36:00.002+08:00

There was this guy in the news today.
At this college event (seminar or smthn nt rly sure..)
there was this guy who suddenly jumped onto e stage, and gave the principal (who was talking at that time) a punch
LoL! :/
not laughing at the principal or anyone.., but haha
he thought the dude who punched him was gonna help him fix the mic or smthn
The principal got some fracture at the nose or some bone. ouch...

And..
Did u ever wonder if at any point of ur life, u did smthn outrageous?
smthn no one'd ever expect anyone to do at that time (event, place, etc)

Imagine u are in the hall, at some prize presentation say, collegeday
lotsa pple impt and unimpt
Then as the principal is talking (everyone's seated listening (most of em) )
and u suddenly jumped onto ur seat and shouted "FU*!"

LOL
doesnt anyone ELSE imagine how it'd feel or smthn
ahahaha
random thoughts --

ANWS,
I know Ms Jessie doesnt even KNOW my blog so
i'd like to thank her for her quote "Don't be a fortune-teller"
Yup.
Think it has helped me a bit, but will help me more in the future
heheh

-enddddd-

this is not an emo post. LoL!

2009-01-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

I

Would just like to take this time to thank my mom
who supported and believed in me,
even before anything even started.
before i even proved my worth and capabilities

Thank you mom..

I feel very guilty for the times i ever felt irritated, annoyed, or whatever negative feeling towards you

Inevitable it will happen again in the future,
but i must remind myself of today.
the support/care/concern & love she has showered n just spoiled me with

My 'handicapped' time was gd enough
but this is just.. -lost of words-

Note to myself
REMEMBER this day forever
plzplzplzplzplzplzplzplzplz

and not juz my mom. i know dad also feels the same way

for now.. at this point of time, I wonder the same thing as u sis...

Thank u

-endddd-

2009-01-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

Suuper wierd

No matter how untrue i know this may sound, i still wanna say it

Why doesnt anything go according to my plan!!!!

Rarrrrr

(angst -.- lol..)

juz accept life --

-endddd-

Pause... PLAY

2008-12-26T23:12:00.003+08:00

Welcome to the Wild Wild Australia
wahahahha

Get on with my life dammit!
rarrr

-enddddd-

kaBOOM (wazzuppppppp)

2008-12-21T11:38:00.001+08:00

So many stuff to settle all of a sudden!
gonna make my brain explode

RARrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

-enddd-

Paradise in hell

2008-12-21T01:40:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhh.....

Home sweet home.....

and back to reality

so many things to do....

-enddddd-

AIRPORT

2008-12-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

at the airport!

15mins to use xD wahaha

FIRSTLY, i wanna thank PAO,PHIL,V, and JIAHAO!
for comin' to ma crib and givin me a SUUUUPER Successful SURPRISE (SSS) (lol -.-)
BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!!!

man i was so surprised, i was rly lost fr words (that's why i might have been a bit quiet the first few mins) lawl
TOTALLY (100%) didn't expect it la!
THANKS GUYS!

AND
Alvin n JAMES aka poophead
for the present too!

YEAH
SUUPER COOL!
I can say it's prob one of the things i ever wanted MOST (yet)
A RADIO-CONTROLLED HELICOPTER!!!
SUUUPER COOL
AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh!!
THANK YA'LL!!!

I will master it when i come back, and try to fly it out of my window (12th storey) HAHA
(maybee..) xD

yay
currently, mood is happy,+bit excited (for e trip)

wahaha
the 'boarding to brisbane' announcement out liao
better go then!

SEE U ALL SOON!!! :D

ohoh
the cheesecake-muffin was suuper good too xD

-endddddd-

flesh & vlood (blood)

2008-12-13T22:57:00.004+08:00

I juz cut out this (quite small) wart of abt a couple of cms? out of my left thumb,
and it was GROss

First i cut the skin on top,
then can see the wart below
by this time, that part started bleeding like hell already
thenn.... cut that wart out
like WTF!
it was quite deep inside so muz cut MORE surrounding skins out to cut that wart out
when u act cut it, (this was what went through my mind then)
it was OMFG-ing PAIN!
like. think cause the nerves are at that layer.
the first few layers of the skin no feeling when u cut one
but THIS layer... wtf!

But i gritted my teeth and juz whack a few times
ouchhh..
glad its over.

u dunno how much it can bleed man.
my whole toilet smelled of blood after the whole 'surgery' LOL
(ewww...)

and it's damn gross
cause now there's like this hole in my thumb to the flesh
(i know! !!!!!!!! right!)

hopefully, though i know tml it'll start to get pain, (nw nt pain yet...)
i hope it wont affect my trip to aust at all!
which is... TML
till 20th
yup

SEE YOU SINGAPOREEEEE

-enddddd-

HOTPOT!

2008-12-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

I thought games were a waste of time the last time i stopped them (start of j1 or so...)
but now, I'm playing them again!! o.o
with the excuse that there's nthn to do
lollll

before,
and during the As, always thought after it, i'd.. use my time constructively
haha but now play again --

but its nt like i PURposely waste my time or smthn! (uhhh... ok maybe a bit --)
but when i pick up a book,
there is ZERO interest to read it
lolll

ahhh...
play a while until marginal utility less
then i'll start reading bah
ahaha --

(i am lazy -.-) lol

HAVE TO FIND A JOB SOON

and australia's gonna be cool and fun! -raise eyebrows emoticon-
xD

-enddd-

HAPPY BIRFDAY MOM

2008-12-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

YEP
U HEARD IT RIGHT!

It's My MOM's XXXXXX Birthday today!

and my bro, sis and me made a suuuper cool, extra special, Mother's-(birth)day Dinner!
wahaha

all in all,
It was FRIKKIN NICE
heheheh
(not holding back anything on account of modesty xD)

But the CAKE I, yes u heard it right, I as in ME, baked was DAMN NICE!!!
haha rly!
i was damn proud of my own work
100% honestly i was damn amazed at the cake (didnt expect it to be so nice heheh)
'Israeli Pecan Dates Cake'
which turned into 'Israeli Almond Raisins Cake' under my hands cause we didn hv no pecans nor dates
ahaha
but it was nice though!
ask me for some if u come by my house one o these days
hahaha
(yes..proud of it xD)

OTHER THAN THAT,
nthn much happened today
my legs're tired though...
from all the shopping for the groceries and standin around in the kitchen.
AND, the walking-around-mall with odac pple yesterday hahaha
(nt used to walking liao, the legs.
must be sit down and study too much during A lvls...ahahaha (right-.-))

k bro wan play ps2..
haha

-endddd-

the world

2008-12-09T00:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAY SHOEWEE!
U.ARE.18!
hahaha

wahhh... slowly gonna be my bday soon also.. *hinthint* LoL!
lao le lao le
haha

oh. but i'll be overseas from 14-20dec, sooo... yup

rarr... was damnnnnnn tired la
the second half of the outing
dunno why!
juz suddenly.., then damn tired liao

and though ben n jerry's AND ivie and fan's cheesecake was UUber good,
was still reallyyyyyyyy tired

so
slept for 2-3hrs when i got home
haha

hahhh...
somehoww, i feel like i shld already hv given up looking for a patrick a loooong time ago
but that tiny hope and wish juz keeps me yearning for 1
haha
least i've gt sandy and bubbleman and etc
ahaha

'everyone's juz trying to be nt lonely'....

-enddd-

1/365.25

2008-12-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

MAn!
I seriously need one of those things which can record thoughts instantaneously (if they even exist)
cause they CONstantly just keep slipping away
xD

hahaha

had a random thought!

was washing the plates and suddenly
I thought...

Woahhh
I've been here (around) (on Earth la) (LoL!)
for over 18 years liao!
nearing 19..
That's prettyyyy long right
hahaha

and...
maybe that's what birthdays are for.
to celebrate u still being alive
xD

till last yr, i dont rmb thinking of bdays as anything different from just another day

Though it definitely won't be the same this yr,
I'm sure it's gonna be great
cause i'd be spending 100% of it with my family xD
to be honest. nv thought as this impt to me then. nowhere near
I was a kid bah
haha
(in some ways, still am i guess xD)

sooo... maybe that's the whole point of bdays!

to celebrate ur being

hahaha

woo
I wanna spend Christmas with my family too heheheh

-endddddd-

this feeling!

2008-12-05T20:07:00.006+08:00

Today was/is ~~one of the~~ the nicest day i've had in a looooooongggggggg time
though nothing nice happened (at all)

It's juz the air and the.. feeling? haha
dunno how to say
but it rly feels damn nice
and good
hehhhh

(maybe it's just me, but)
nv feel like this for a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time
it's the.....
kinda feeling i got when i was a kid
december mornings... cool weather..
when i wake up, with nothing in my head. no worries or nthn. nthn at all
lol
the closest word i can come up with to describe it is
carefree
haha
somehow, my mind seems damnnn clear!
just. clear
wierd. but feels super

wish i can wake up everyday with this kinda feeling xD

shit. i think i sound quite wierd lol!
ah well. heck
haha

yay!
feel damn shiok! hehehe

-enddddd!- :]

EDIT:
It's the kind of feeling where u walk on the road, and u feel like smiling to everyone and saying hi!
HAha!
maybe that doesn't make sense also lollll wahahaha
the strangest thing is, nothing which could/would've made me happy even happened! XD
(plz pardon my rubbish spouting heheheh)

2008-12-05T10:01:00.000+08:00

ahhh....
The winter morning air...
very cooling and nice
heheh

-enddddd-

FLU flu

2008-12-04T20:15:00.004+08:00

Felt damnnnnnnnnnnnn awful in the morning
choking feeling..
got a runny nose...
it was as viscous as water la! (ew -.-)
lol act, think its juz water la.
but ya
damn terrible

afternoon got a BIT better
but still felt pretty lousy...

WHOle day mugging. honestly..
breaks now and then, but seriously mugging marathon sia.
(i always mug last minute.. which is bad -.- haha)

but Ivie came to the pau shop bus stop to pass me the passports!
whoo!
that cheered me up. somehow
nv see odac pple VVVVV long liao what hehe
(yay :D)

then..
night felt Much better.. after bathing

ate dinner sis and her friend cooked

and now, taking a looong break. gonna start studying Again sooon

lol

got the pics from M'sia liao!
Woo!!
The castle we stayed at
Jealous? d: heheh

ah well
back to mugging
8-)
(nt rly smiling la act....)
haha

-enddddd-

Thoughts with fins and tails

2008-12-03T21:33:00.003+08:00

Does everyone think in the same way?

There're Tons of stuff i'd wanna write here..,
But i nv actually do.
probbb...
cause i think they'd be.. inappropriate? (not in the 'dirty' sense la)
or....
they juz dont materialise to words when i actually click "new post" and this blank screen for me to type comes up

ah
i wish stuff that juz goes through my mind every now and then'd pen down by itself at those instances

sometimes u want stuff to be heard. ur stuff that is
just that. mostly, they actually get a response from those u dont want from, and not from those u want from

sometimes, i dont even know why i dont wanna write stuff. why i think they'd be 'inappropriate'
LoL i mean..
everyone has their emo moments right
and anws, not all of these kinda 'thoughts' posts are emo what...
mostly, they're juz random thinking going on now and then
juz. maybe insightful. and deeeepppp. sometimes (most of the times? haha) just plain wierd
but i'm quite sure EVeryone has them. Random thoughts?
dunno why pple classify all serious stuff not-usually-serious-people write as emo

haha
oh well
I guess that was one of them

haha
ANWs,
I kept dozing off today
morning, afternoon, evening
feel damn tired and lethargic at times
(but now quite ok liao)

hah
JC life's over
not as great as i thought/i'd wanted it to turn out
some parts la
though others were better than i ever thought it'd be
mainly.... mixed

hated some stuff. totally
some...
made me feel damn shitty/stupid/
like i dont even understand how or why they happened
not regret. just.. confusion? clueless
lol
but (duno whr i saw this) life does go on i guess
u confused?
angry?
sad, disappointed, engulfed in self-pity or whatever..
life still goes on. and u hv no choice but to accept everything

JC life rly makes me feel like i've matured MUCH more. mentally
now
as compared to when i started it.
Feel like... i can understand stuff more. and all. its hard to type in words haha
But maybe i'm still as a kid as ever.
cause in the first 3months of JC, I remember thinking i was already quite mature
maybe we juz kp getting wiser as we grow older. lol
(dang we're getting old xD wahahaha)

andddddd.....
there goes a PRETTY long entry
oooo....
i juz realised that there're no 'Archives' in this new template
writing this here so nxt time i come to blog i'd remember to add that. lol

Till then!

-enddddddd-

2008-12-03T08:36:00.001+08:00

Msia trip was fun xD

and now muz study....

woo! after 6th :D

-enddd-

confusing dissapointment

2008-11-28T10:33:00.002+08:00

Everone's superficial to some extent...

but now i kinda feel some're more than i thought. it gets wierd n to a degree scary oO

wah.....
damn sleepy today....
zz

OFF to msia tml till tues morn. so will be uncontactable for anythinggg
haha

-enddddd-

2008-11-27T22:24:00.006+08:00

OK. so i got a new template
LoL!

Act, the template quite funny at first la!

All the titles got like end with 'Y' (for some reason i have no idea of)
EG. Exits--> EXITsY (o.o?)
Screams (tagboard) --> ScreamsY
o.o
uh yeah... quite wierd...
like nice still ok la
but that was juz wierd
lol

But ah the layout nt bad

woo

oh. THANK CX for helping w the new template... sorta... LoL!

EDIT: WHY CANNOT SEE MY MOUSE ZOMG

-endd-

mmmm...

2008-11-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

Izzit just me,
or do nowadays seem to pass QUITE slowly..?

It's only last week that A lvls ended
but feels like it's already been like a Month! o.o

wierd huh
especially when u think of how SLOW time used to pass during the A lvls, and pre-A lvl mugging

I wanna escape to a paradise island
haha!

-enddddd-

blogging smoggling

2008-11-26T23:04:00.003+08:00

RARRRRrrrrrrr!!

I want PICS From Sentosa!!!!

Rarrrrrrrrrr

haha

sometimes we think pple are damn unreasonable
but when u look at stuff from their perspective, properly, u might realise it ain't always so

although... there are exceptions....
hahaha

PICTURES FAN N SUFIYAN!!!!
rarrrrrrrr
(ahaha.... lots of roaring somehow -.-)

-endddddddd-

Everyone wants to be special

2008-11-14T21:51:00.004+08:00

RAR

i was gonna write abt a lot of shit

but i dun feel like blogging liao

lol

yesterday was fun

Nattou (fermented japanese bean) taste like SHIT. literally
(sry if u're a nattou fan. uhh... yea... 'accquired taste' lol)

Quantum of solace was uhhh....
action nt bad
but overall, 2.5 POPCORNS
:/

And i feel shiok n happy abt nt gg to e movie today
cause got to try lots of stuff and all. and save e 6bucks (no offence to anyone!)
u know... those kinda feeling u get when u do like 'unorthodox' thing. but u feel quite nt sure of ur decision
then. u get a confirmation that yup. that was the correct decision

LoL

The moon is up and full
rising again
Yay!

I juz took out e "Study!" sticker from my com's monitor :D

-enddddddd-

stop being nice....

2008-10-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

The moon somehow rises later now...

haha

Talking to pple, I honestly dont know what i was doing for the past 4 weeks!
rly rly zero studying (nt bragging...)
even though i told myself 6weeks to go --> will focus.
bah

but luckily,
I'm happy to say that i've really started. since saturday
haha
2 weeks....
still can la...
i tell myself

haha

and as i went to sch today,
i decided to walk to the bus stop
around the turn, i saw a RED bus. from a distance.
48 Is a red bus.
but so was many others gg along that same road.
66,170,etc...
i wondered...
should i run for the bus?
I didnt even know if it was MY bus!
if I ran for it,
and it wasn't 48,
damn. i would've wasted my energy
(and somemore, i didnt even know if i can run for it. like catch it even if it was my bus)
then again..
if i didnt run
and it Was 48, i'd reach the bus stop, thinking why didn't i run?
regret. probably

I actually wondered quite alot abt it, now that i come to think of it...

Would You have ran for the bus?

Well...
I did.
and to my delightttt,
it was 48! (woopie)

haha
but i realised...
if i didnt run for the bus,
and it was 48,
yeah. i'd have some feelings of regret i guess. that's natural for human beings right ._. haha

but if i did run and... it WAS 48
but i couldn't catch it and juz missed it by a BIIIIIIITttttttttttttttttt
(trust me, that has happened to me a LOT)
Well...,
At least i tried right.
my best.
Nothing i can do that the bus driver juz drove off even if he saw me running or smthn..
haha
and why shld i regret trying my best but failing?
~~'waste energy'?~~
haha

I guess...
somehow..
u juz have to give ur best shot bah. for everything. in life

Regretting really sucks.
especially
actually only. if u could've done smthn which would've given the outcome u wanted, and u didnt do it.
cause if u'd tried ur best, well,
u've given urself the best chance for that outcome huh.
there's nthn more u can do.. so...
even if the outcome sucks (a.k.a not in ur favour), u should....
celebrate the fact that u did ur best? and be proud of it? haha
guess that's where fate comes in.

some pple think their fate is 'sealed'
pre-determined. so whatever they do doesn't matter cause 'destiny's already planned out their life from birth to death for them.
therefore, they dont do anything.
but...
i dunno... what if ur fate is atually better?
there's gd stuff which can happen.
like....
u wont know for sure what u'd actually get, unless u try right. and try ur best that is. (so u can stand a chance of getting the best) (even though.. try ur best is nt equal get the best..)
haha
sooo..
when u had tried ur best,
and u still get crapp. (maybe... totall crap? haha)
Then, u can blame fate.
and maybe luck.
u did whatever u possibly could have done, and there's nthn more u can do abt it anws..
cause whatever's still in ur control, u still have a chance of changing it.
so why nt try ur chances. and give urself the best odds. instead of eliminating them and believing in the 'fate' of ur future being pre-determined.

I think fate shld be a past tense... kinda thing..
hahaha

sooo....
Therefore, we shld try our best for everything in life we still have control over!
(A lvls? for now. for j2s. loll)

yupp.
alrighttt....
enough philosophy...
(actually...)
what DO philosophers do? -.-
i mean..
now unis got degree in philosophy.
sooo.., a person with a degree in philosophy...
do what!? for a living o.o
(if u know the ans, plz tag --->)
hahaha

and.
sometimes, i honestly amaze myself how long-winded i can get
(think it's nt a very good thing.... ._." )
haha

hmmm

I juz wanna wish...
All J2s out there..,
JIAYOU!!
and Hang in thr!
grit ur teeth. clench ur fists.
do whatever it takes!
The end is near.................. (creepy music...)
lol
ok la. no need that bad..
Steady is the best
hahaha

k time to gooo

1 1/2 more wks...
give me strength

-endddd-

bubblemadness

2008-10-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

OK!

I know NO one (or at least that's what I think...) is gonna blog abt today,
so I shall tell abt what a fun day today was
hahaha (ehh... the I in the on top the sentence is ACTually bolded. a bit the same as the rest sia... -.-)
haha
ANWS,

today was WYEMIN day!

and all us WYEMIN-dayers went to celebrate THE DAY.

It was fun i tell ya
we had fun, laughter and BURGERS
CARLS JR., PPLE!
CARLS JR.
(it's gonna get messy)

(it did btw.. -.-)
the GUACAMOLE-sh*t got everywhere
but it was nice

only bad thing,: the burgers took a chuk'o ma wallet

diggidydang

....
sht...
think i'm a bit high today
I DUNNO WHY

and i drank coffee is YESTERDAY
O.O

haha
maybe happy to see all the Odacers xD (HIGHLY POSSIBLE REASON)

oh well overall it was fun (course!)

....
ah
somehow, haven rly feel the urgency of As yet.
and that's a rlly bad thing
hurry brain! get into e moooood

bah

when everyone's bubble is so round and nice and big
and u're an urchin..
sucks huh

hahaha

-enddddd-

brightness?

2008-10-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

Has anyone checked out Ms Meta's thumbdrive?
a bit the emo...
but NICE HUH

To those who dont have a clue what i'm talking abt:
Ms Meta is the bestest ct(form teacher) thr is
and her farewell gift to us:
a 2gb thumbdrive EACH
F5!!!(maple-.-)
with a sorta-personalised msg inside EAch!

WAH
right?

hehehehehh....

oh and.
i forgot to thank rebecca for my ic+entry proof juz now.. THANKS :D

physically quite tired...
shall turn in early...

NIGHT

-endddd-

takeanotherlook

2008-10-03T17:26:00.002+08:00

uhhh... haha
shoot. juzzzz now, i was feeling reallyyyy quite "URRGhhh.."
and i had ALLL these $#&%@)( things i wanted to write (whine? ._.) abt on the blog
but now a BIT die down already la -.-
sooo... haha quite stupid -.-.....
ahh but anws.., shall juz write loll

HMMmmm...
ok
To.... be pretty honest, I really thought that today was freaking fd up
haha
really. it was a damn _____ day.

Sorta the whoooole week, i'd been (trying to) do my jap.
damn what la. firstly, its what other pple prepared like MONths ago. and practiced dunno how many times. and i had to do it in like 2 days and memorise the script a day before the A lvl thing (today)
my consolation is that 'i'm juz aiming for an S'
haha

today....
started with me cutting and pasting my jap "speech" on the "cue cards" (they were postcards i koped from the concourse juz a few mins before that)

farewell assembly then. it was okk
aft that class thing
quite retarded but fun haha. juz the normal shout-for-no-reason and laughing and stuff

aft that was the class lunch.
haha
honestly, i was reallyyy bummed out that i couldnt go for it. cause of my A LVL jap oral..
like. it's supposedly our "last" outing for our time in sch what. and i like my class too lo..
zz.
but pple keep asking until like i dun wan go like that. What!
make me more sian+irritated only --.....
ok la maybe i got sian-ed too easilt by that. but it was prob cause the jap thing and all. damn ()&%$@ (u know.. all add and add then even nt that big thing will irritate u --...)

i ate guotiao in odac room by myself in the end >_>
but. i told myself. aih. it's A lvl.

then, it was like. maybe they'd still be out by the time i finish (3+?)
so can still celebrate the 'last outing' thing
sooo okk.

i went to bishan moelc
took the oral
and went home
(oral was ok i guess. for a jap student's std, FLUNKED (with a capital F. haha!) but for S... MAYBE still can bahh -- okok lo haha) (cause i nv even take before. so dunno how to judge how good or bad the marks'd be)

oh. went home cause. s45 pple eat liao then went home liao haha
I was juz oh well..

Anws,
bought some stuff from ntuc and walked home...
on the walk home, I got a call from Rebecca who said, I left my entry proof and IC in the MOELC!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(URGH!)
wah piang eh

after everything.(very tiring+sian-ing+stressful ok!)
i juzzz wanted to go home, kick off my shoes and rest.
eat a fruit. dinner. watch some tv. slack.
juzz.. take a break from the quite tiring week bahh (i haven even do my papers which they go through in sch already!) (jap lo)

then.
i had to go back to the mrt to take it
lucky rebecca takes the line to marina bay... haha..

sooo yeah.
when i was walking thr, to the mrt, i was really like f mannn... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz x 2752485024

but.
as i was walked back home from the mrt after taking my entry proof and IC, i kinda 'calmed' down a bit.. and thought.. ahhhh
AT LEAST, got rebecca go thr right.
it was really quite coincidental and surprising man.
like nv see for 3yrs?
then see haha sort of the only person i knew thr i guess
and LUCKY she knew Jaslyn who got my number.
andd that...
She took the train to Marina bay

haha

looking at those, i thought haha... aih. not bad la.
at least got those.
i mean... yeahhh...
dunno.
i still kinda think i'm being a bit too over-optimistic,
but
i guess that can be a good thing too -.- hahaha

yeah

i guess have to juz see the good stuff lolll
(sounds like the what. radio ad. 'only hear the good stuff' izzit?) hahaha

yeahhh
now quite calm down liao.
i dont think i'm gonna study today.
juz gonna chill for now...

whooooo

And that was my day.

-enddddddd-

airports...

2008-09-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

Damnn.. I'm tired...

Maybe it was juz the going back to school after suchhhhh a long break...
or maybe it was the getting-back-three-papers in one day
maybe I juz didnt get enough sleep (7hours? :/ (ouch dun throw rocks at me!) )
or... maybe I'm juz draineddd from everything

but i'm tired.
sooo... i shall go and sleep.
lol...

And Jamie spent her Christmas at the Airport
She said planes made her feel like she could get away.

-enddddd-

It's gonna hurt in the morning

2008-09-19T22:09:00.005+08:00

Prelims're Over!
haha
Sentosa was pretty fun
though i had to stop playing volleyball (FUN) halfway cause of my hand..
urgh
but. remind me abt sentosa when u see me straining my hands ._.
it was quite woahh...

haha anws,
ok la
maybe it hasn't really hit me that much yet.., but nt like VERY very happy abt prelims being over lol!
maybe i'll be happier in a few days... haha

bah. brain a bit tired

till nxt entry!

there's a place off ocean avenue? :/

-endddd-

Break out!

2008-08-28T16:49:00.002+08:00

WOO I'M ONLINE!!!

hahaha
haven been here for a while now...

LOOKs like no one (or ALmost no one) has come online since.
But...
think got la.. Juz lazy to tag/blog/etc lol
(like how i was gonna go offline aft juz surfin' a couple of blogs and stuff)

so if u're REading this,
(it's ok la, dun be guilty... we all need a break once in a while xD)

Here's me wishing u..
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Hope that managed to boost ur moral/get rid of ur study-sianness by at least a bit :D

Hang in there man!

-enddd-

outlook

2008-08-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

heh heh
little things can really make the difference and make someone's day man xD

LoL
Revision's been pretty good i must say
haha okkk revision is like... i haven even start revision yet -.-
but tutorial's are all on time. and that's good xD
progress is what we shld aim for wahahaha

haha
anws..
i dunno how, but my a lvl's quite screwed.. ahh (shan't rant)

haha
I think...
I can safely say, i believe in fate/luck/destiny/whatever u call it
lol
(taking it as fate....)
A fate believer IS...
not someone who sits around and does nothing waiting for his "destiny" haha
but more of a... someone who accepts things for how they've turned out. that if somethin's already happened, well, that was "probably how it was supposed to be"? hahaha
i'm not saying we shouldn't try hard to fight "fate" anymore. since it's already like "predestined" (lol a lot of " " sia -.- hahaha)
BUT. more, the other way round. what'f ur "fate" was to try ur hardest, and still fail? (sryy sounds real sad. but. reality check? :/ haha)
at leasttt, u tried ur hardest
i mean. there's nothing wrong with trying right. and somemore that way, u'd stop wondering what if u actually DID try (crap. i know it sounds reallll cliche, but haha really!! ._.)
of course it's not that simple most of the time, that its like. do THIS or that. and not juz try or not try. andddd...
of course naturally we'd Choose one of the options (unless u stone until both become uhhh... not valid? -.- haha)
and... definitely there'll be those pop-up thoughts of what ifffff u chose the other one
but hey, that's where believing in fate comes in
when u tell urself "oh well! doesn't matter now cause i'm here (see life as a road? oO) now!"
and juz forget abt it
haha

and thus, I'm a fate-believer
>_> (like.. starting own religion or smthn la hahaha)
BUT...
of course there'll be those occasional little thoughts about what ifs. cant completely get rid of them can we? haha
but at least u know they happened for.. some reason? and accept 'em (or is at least closer to accepting them then regretting)

haha
u shld try it man (esp if u're the type who keeps thinking anddddd thinkingg)
I think u'll become a LOT happier -.- lol
cause less regret, means less for the mind to worry abt
wahahahaha

Another great (yeah right -.-) article by philosopher Arkar -.- hahahaha

BACK TO MUGGING

-endddddddddd-

get a hold of urself!

2008-07-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

"Nothing that's worth having comes easy"

hmmm...
haha

another unproductive day :/ prob cause the momentum a BIT lost cause keep gg out the past few days...
but oh well... NEW WEEK

gotta start workin' harddddd mannn :D

-endddd-

diffs

2008-07-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

haha
I dont even know if anyone still comes online to check blogs and stuff often liaoo
with prelims and As and all hahaha
but anws, shall juz post.. xD

TODAY...
was a reallll long. but exciting!
and well... pretty fun day i guess haha

hmm yeah. it was a realllll long day.
cause now that i think abt the morning where we were screaming when we got through the lines to 98.7 for the "who's telling the truth" game, it felt like a couple o' days ago. lolll

ANWs,
morning was real exciting.
josai, me and faizah were in the room listening to the radio.
even though i wasn't rly a fan of SingFest, seeing how kanchiong faizah and rachel were the day before made me well.... wanna give it a try.
it'd be quite fun if get anws right. (though we highly doubted even getting through the lines)
haha
so i took faizah's phone, and tried to call with TWO phones.
redail and redail.
haiz it was boring alright (and repetitive. suuper factory-worker la! haha)
BUT
after like half an hour (lol ya i pressed those (after like half an hour (lol ya i pressed those ($&% darn buttons that long)
amp;% darn buttons that long)
I GOT IN!!!
tututu tututu!!! (phone sound -.- haha)
MAN
we were sooo excited
and they nv pick up!!!
we were scared the line drop before the song they were playing on the radio ends (cause they pick up at the end of the song what... and the phone calling can time out. haha)
SOooo... it kept tututu tututu VERY long
gonna time out then...
CLICK
I GOT IN OMGWTFBBQ
DAMN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

haha
but arh
got the second qn wrong (3qns correct for 4 tix (150 ea nia!) )
ah well.
but it was fun anws
even getting in was like YEAH MAN
hahaha
yup. exciting morn'

the rest was ok

aft sch, class lunch!
haha
kfc..

thenn... MOVIE with odac!
BATMAN. was nice
reallll cool
haha

Invest was hmmm alright
haha
at first like... honestly..., a bit. ok uhh... reallyyyy no mood. to even be high or what siaaa...
maybe tired/ not enough slp... or juz nv do that for vvvvvvvvvvv long liao
rly cannot siaa...

but after taking a few pics,
hahaha
yeahh... juz like old times again wahaha
nice..
(if u dont get it, it's ok haha)

expectations suck.
so juz go w what u get.
it's hard when u get disappointed,
but i guess regret's cause u lost sight of what u have now
consolidation to disappointment even after u tried ur hardest is.. prob that U tried ur hardest
haha
I guess no one can fight fate.
but then again.. u won't know what it is until it's over huh
so i guess there's rly no harm in trying cause u'd nv know if that'd be ur fate

haha
think i can join KI or philosophy LOL

whoo
i wan photos!!

-enddddd-

why we do

2008-07-24T23:58:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, u juz pray realllllllllllllll hard, and it goes ur way..
quite nice haha

But others..,
U try ur hardest. not giving up at anything
and u still "fail" in the end.. haha

I guess what's meant to happen will happen bahhh
haha
but that doesn't mean we shldn't even try at all yea
cause if nt, there'd be the 'what if's
haha
no regrets is still better

hahaha

and....
wat the effffff!!!!!!!
!!!
$&%(@$ lizard poped outta nowhere in my room juz now!!!
damn *$&
chaotic commotion
glad it's gone
GEEZ

-enddddddd-

!!!!!

2008-07-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

YOU!

WHAT are U doing here!!!

Quick!! go study!!

if u're here to "take a break", do something u know is actually more relaxing!!!

yeah man

time doesn't wait
Dont give excuses!
LoL

(prob got a lot of sleep. a bit uhh... "energetic" now o.o hahaha)

-enddddddddd-

2008-07-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

hahh
I think everyone has this subconscious, or even conscious want to matter at least something to someone else. lolll
maybe that's why pple do whatever they do like uhh... some noisy kid shouting hysterically in class to get attention.. suicide bombers o.o pple aspiring to be someone "big".. haha
smthn like finding a purpose in life..? lolll

-------------

haha

ODAC is nice xD
cause everyone's natural self is like just _____ (some positive word i cant think of) xD

-enddddd-

byee

2008-07-10T21:08:00.002+08:00

wahh pianggggg
freakinggg tired siaa...
been having this small headache the whole day.
and after tuition.. wahh drained to the max -.-.. hahaha

oh. but math lecture today was fun :D
...wait.. since when's it not? xD

hahaha

danggg.
haha
i guess everyone juz wants to matter.

-enddd-

the real thing

2008-07-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

[DISCLAIMER: if u dont feel like reading random stuff, SKIP THIS PART]

Random Stuff (LoLLL told yaa)

I wonder if anybody actually has a "real" them.
like.. u Are always U right..? oO
lol. erm.. take a... hypocrite..? for example..
"he/she's such a hypocrite -_-"
then... izznt it like... that's them? ._. to be hypocrit-ic that is. haha
means... that IS their "true" self right... which meanssss... they Are being themselves.
haha
quite wierd but yaa --
sometimes we say we're not really feeling ourselves. eg. when we're tired
but aren't we juz being ourselves..
like that's the way we behave when we're tired
or when we're "not feeling ourselves" ._.
.. maybe not being ourselves is when that behaviour is not the norm like.. not majority of how we usually behave (<50%?)(<-- style="font-weight: bold;">real thing is bahh
(so. lol. it's not that hard to be the real you, huh? yeah. even if u're thinking, what! of course it's hard to be the real me. u don't have an idea ._.
i think my ans is uhh... u thinking like that is already being u? ._. dont even need to try right. dont need any external effort ._. hahaha)
haha oh well.
maybe.
Another Paradox xD

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(Then again... i wonder if any of this (world) is even reall
(maybe we're in the matrix...) LOL)

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hahaha

ANWS,
3 days "holidays" were... hmmm not That badd
sat- family lunch
sun- s45 dinner
mon- check ups

Got some pics, but think i'll juz post 'em up another time.
Gotta go do ma' tutorials!

-enddddd-

thinking..

2008-07-05T21:58:00.004+08:00

ulcers are damn pain.
mine's growing bigggggg again. juz like the time in olc haha
and they're gross la!
I always think like... they look like someone juz pressed the lit end of a ciggerate on ur lip -.-... (yeah eww >_>)

haha

optimism wears off with time ._.

-enddddd-

fate?

2008-07-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

hmmm..

haha
didnt finish my t3a >_> lol

-enddd-

Bad day? Good day! oO

2008-07-03T23:30:00.005+08:00

Wtf!!!!!
I was damnnnnn pissed juz now
(now a bit cooled down liao.. thankfully... haha)

TODAY...
was supposed to be one of those "My WORST day"s I think... haha
cause everything was... perfectly un-right. or so as i saw...

Morning..., I got out of the house. ok.
Then i took a bus 3 stops away to the 48 bus stop. On the bus, I suddenly remembered that i had left my Econs tuition file at home (and this is where it starts to go wrong. haha)
So i called my mom to help me take it to the bus stop near my house, and i crossed the road (twice) to the opposite-side bus stop (u'll know if u've crossed the road at the little india stop before. have to cross twice) lol.
When I reached the bus stop. there it was. the 57.(it goes to my house) I saw it, and ran to it. but was too late and juz as i reached like the window RIGHT behind the entrance door, it took off --"
Didn't have much of a choice, so i waited for around 5 mins..? for the nxt bus.
Took it back home, crossed the road again to my house the bus stop, and got the file.
haha
wheww.. finally got my econs file heheh
and i took a bus back to the 48 bus stop.
Dang. I juz missed the 48 (the st pat boys like juz left. only got two of them left at the stop)
So i waited....
and waited.........
and waited.....
(and waited...)
lol
and the bus came at 7.15 around there.
usually, the bus will take juz nice 20 mins to reach school the bus stop, (which leaves me with 5 mins to walk into school (quite enough) )
but somehow, maybe cause a bit later, the bus reached the school bus stop at like... 7.38? i ran across the traffic light, only to find the back gate already closed.
7.40 only what... arggg...
nvm. juz late lo.
so i went to the front gate...
at least can do some work (like econs essay for tuition) while i wait for assembly to end... :D
but...
as i walked into the school,
i saw pple coming out of the hall. O.O Assembly end so early?
I got to the ODAC room, and asked siew hwee, and she said assembly was canceled cause the mike was spoiled -.-...
yeah... totally -.-.................................
quite perfect right ._. hahaha

But hahaha
I wasn't pissed or anything actually. DUNNO why xD
Afterall, reach sch liao. and talk crap in odac room => FUN
hahaha
so i sooooooonnnnnn forgot abt the whole "perfect day" crap.

But when we went to econs tuition...
we took 55.
Dang. some $*@$ construction along the way made the bus trip damnnnnnnnn long.
and we were late.
But then again, we had quite some fun rushing to tuition... LoL! (dum dum dumdum dum dum... (Mission Impossible theme) xD hahahaha)

My hand was very pain though.
oh i forgot to say... i woke up with an aching right hand cause i forgot to put on the blue things to sleep last night -.-...
anws, my right hand was very pain. esp during tuition prob cause i was rushing on the copying...
it became quite swollen and yeah -- loll..

Thought it was over after that.
But TONIGHT...
I typed my T3a
The first one like finished liao. type until really quite good i think... (i put a lot of effort ok!)
Then.... I pressed save.
-SMACK
the page showed

CGI Error

The specified CGI application misbehaved by not returning a complete set of HTTP headers. The headers it did return are:

WTFREAK
I was really damn pissed at first. I write SO GOOD LIAO AHHH (AND IT SUCKS TO EDIT THE SHIT. U KNOW tt!)
but later. ah heck.
cant do n'thin liao. tml then write again lo.
urghhh

sooo... yeah. quite a perfectly bad day. hahaha
ah well, nxt day in 10mins xD

and anwss, dont think today was THAT bad la... things happened quite not favourable....
but haha. think the pple and company made up for it. honestly xD
it was quite fun come to think of it. everything lol :D heheheh

ANWS, putting everything aside,
(something random)

DID U KNOW...
THOSE GREEN (AND ETC) SIGNBOARDS ON THE ROADS GET CLEANED?

SEE.
-Proudly presented to u by the journalist extraordinaire Arkar- (right. hahahaha)

lol
told u it was random... xD

anws, time to slp!
quite late liao...
NIGHT

-enddddddddd-

2008-07-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

Wooo!
School was really quite fun today. for some reason. hahaha
damn retarded in lectures. and etc (verify with zl xD)
Maybe like... getting back social skills LoL!
honestly, think stay at home will become a bit anti social for a while lo xD
(like last few days, i actually no feeling staying at home liao. lol!)

Somemore, can rly tell the diff! in the going-out-tolerance level la! like.. last time can non-stop go out for a few days.
now.. today go SHOE-shopping with the odac dudes for like 3hrs... i rly cmi liao... eyes closing -.-
haha sooooo yup
haha
....
-nothing much to update-

shall go slp! night!

(T3A's annoying :/ hahaha)

-enddddd-

When n where

2008-06-28T22:41:00.003+08:00

I guess... those who're never alone.. prob have it much (or even a little) easier... right?
haha
mannn
isn't it great to have someone u can always count on?

hahaha

TOday..,
I realised i still cant overexert my hands (-.- yeah like duhhh right. that's why it's called "overexert"..? hahaha
but aiya. sometimes u think it's ok to do smthn liao. then start doing it. but too much of THat, is like overdoing it.
that was the case for today. writing in econs tuition. wahhh. dunno why. last week also nt that bad. but today was pretty ouchh
mayyyybe cause there was quite a lot of graph drawing (that somehow strains my hand..) andd, also the LIght (rly quite light i think :/) carrying i did in the morning (like plates only!)
ah well
either way, my right hand's beat for the day. remind me not to overdo stuff with it the nxt time anyone sees me yeah. hahaha

Family lunch was pretty fun.
like... my cousins all came over, so it was yeah... quite a lot of pple.
12..? haha
noisyy -.-
but fun la. those type of uhh.... chinese new year house visiting atmosphere lolll

but i missed tuition with the odac pple la haha
but oh well don't think that was much of a prob. haha
though for the afternoon tuition.., i was suuuuuuuper tired. and yeah. a bit stoned out. loll..

Guess...
u cant rly have everything in life la (duh again -.-) (obviously right) hahaha
(eh actually, i think the sentence shld've been u really cant have everything in life LoL! (go ahead. spot the diff xD) )
but... not only prioritise, muz balance also arh (i think) got some story about that. but i lazy type it here (so nxt time IF u wanna hear, can ask me LOL and come to think of it.., i haven told a story in quite a long time arh xD)

haha
man! a lot of brackets in this entry sia.
keep digressing oO
prob cause haven quite get enough sleep yet. (and thrfore the short attention span ._. )

hahaha alright. off i go then :D

-enddddd-

Company

2008-06-27T20:39:00.005+08:00

wooooo
I'm back home. full and (quite) happy (i'd better be. after spending dunno HOW much on TWo movies in two days o.o) (haha that's a lot for me la. cause haven really been watching movies this year.... in fact. i think these are like the second..? (and third) movies i'm watching this year (in the cinema la of course) LOL )

haha
but the STUpid aircon remote -.-.... (actually the air-con...)
DONT WANT TO ON!!!
Press the remote control dunno how many times also cannot. URGh
The air con remote works fine. cause it can switch on the other air-cons without a prob. But MY air con....
Muz aim the remote at the like... precise angle. then will on. !!!!! right! hahaha -.- (yea my house if full of wierd stuff xD)

haha ANWs, yesterday and today was pretty... FUll of activities. haha

Yesterday right after the papers, went out with s45 (18 pple!!! coolllllll..)
Ate at that what..? chicken chop restaurant (quite nice)
then go suntec watch Get Smart
haha It's quite nice laaaa. Dunno why zl suuper biased against it --" lol

Then it was off to Zhicao's house. Euro.
man i was like dozing off by 70mins (playtime)
Think i even fell asleep for a while la!
But by like 85 or so, i was like BOOM. Suddenly awake
and i couldn't go back to sleep after the match -.- haha
u know those times when u pass the sleeping time then u become wide awake? yeahh

So i played zl's psp until 5.30, and Finally slept.

Morning woke up at like 9.30 think cause uhh... a bit used to it haha

then went home. Introduced Thomas and ZL to UDDERS! wahaha
i'm gonna bring the odac pple to eat waffle there SOOnnnn xD

then cut hair..
then come home bathe to go out with odac pple. lol
And.... Zl and Thomas apparently had fun with the webcam while i was bathing

(suuper retarded LOL) Check it out~

uhhh Woops lol Hope they wont kill me for putting this up!
(dun tell them i posted it online. dont think they check the blog HAHa!)

Then odac outing! woo!
Watched Wanted haha

Wah. at first i was thinking twice about gg la. Honestly.
Cause like... watch two movies consecutively... a BIT waste money arhh... ( i thought.. :/ )
But i went in the end lol
cause like. aiya not like keep gg out also what. last MONTH or so like nv even go out. anddd... starting from nxt week i think will be a bit mugging atmosphere liao. all over vj ._. and prob all the jcs hahaha

sooo.... i went!
but hehehhh
think it was quite/damnnn fun xD
Dunno why, (thought i would be a bit sleepy.. cause nv rly sleep a lot yesterday (relatively comparing to exam periods...)but...) I was pretty high! hahaha
and uhh... ya
it was fun LoL!
maybe nv have odac outings (like this) tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long liao
so the pent-up "HIGH" energy all come out LoL!

Then i came home haha

ah. dunno what to write liao. shall continue later :D

(arghh... &$*% aircon still cannot work -- loll)

edit
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I juz washed the dishes! for the first time since i FRACtured my hands! xD
but scrub with left hand (since right not that strong yet) haha woo!

-endddddd-

2008-06-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

MAn I'm sleepy.

Going to school at 1pm, taking a test which is like 3hours long, and coming back home SOMEhow has a way of draining like 90% of my energy for the day -.-
cause every night i come back, I'd eat dinner, watch some tv, slack a bit, bathe, and when I'm FINALLY ready to start studying, my eyes go =_= .......
hahaha

Honestly. I've been sleeping at like 9.30 or at most 10 the past few days.
Thought today being the last day, I'd have SOME energy to study chem, but noooo~
Page4! (started reading from 3 -.-) and i'm already half asleep (and therefore, i came online) LoL!
haha oh well. maybe tml i'll study
hahaha

ANWs, man u WOUldn't believe how cruel humans are. yeah. suuuper
cause yesterday, I bought this "ant killer"
It's those stuff u sprinkle around, then the ants bring back to their nests, all of them eat it and die -.- haha
cause....
My house was infested with ants a LOT lately haha
ACtually, i don't rly mind la -.- (whatt!!! they're JUz ants >_> loll)
but my mom and bro got suuuper annoyed with them crawling all over the place. and soo... the "ant killer"
ANWs, why humans are cruel:
haha. I was at the shop which sells the "ant killer"s, then.. i was reading the back panel of the packet of ant killer thing.
and it went smthn like "Directions: Place pellet near place where ants are usually found. (and here comes the "funny" part. i think.. haha) Scout ants will bring pellets back into the nest, and all the ants including the soldier ants and the queen ant will eat the pellets, and their whole colony will be wiped out" O_O
"WIPED OUT"
man.
and wat's with the anatomy of an ant colony oO haha

lol anws, sure enough, today morning, all the ants were like dead. stuck outside their "holes" probably like tried to escape but uhh.... they ate the poison what -.- haha
ah well

hmmm
Last paper tml!

-enddddd-

Life's too short not to be having fun

2008-06-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

From being quite motivated to study regardless of how my hands turned out since the start of the holidays, my attitude towards studying (revision) took an... ALmost complete u turn -.-

Today was the last day of studying. so to say. cause tml's FInnnnaally the start of term3, and of course the CT2 along with it.
And....
Last day of studying is USually = chiong mugging. squeeze in as much as u can!
but this time, it was uhh.... somehow diff ._. ...

I Really REALllyyy didn't have a single motivation to study la! hahh
maybe if it was like math, or physics, or chem, i'd have tried a little bit harder. But GP and econs... haha
first of all, i didnt revise econs. AT ALL. cause i kinda figured i won't really be able to write that much..
and SEcondly.., yeah. I wasn't really planning on doing even ok for them. ah yeah i know it's really bad. and it even sounds like i'm using the hands as an excuse NOt to do well. (or study well, for that matter)
haha maybe it was a sort of excuse. lol
but either way, my mind was Anti-studying.
quite sucky how it'd drift away damn fast. and with the excuse to back it up, it was even more easy to stop trying to study -- haha
sounds like i'm like uhh... ruining cts fr myself >_> haha

but anyhow, concentration for revision nt there at ALL..,
I drooooooowned myself in like 6? episodes of Scrubs today. Funny hahaha
(and maybe that's the reason i'm typing a bit differently (am i? oO) today) loll

sooo... that's it for ct2s revision huh?

haha
I'm actually looking forward to school reopening. believe it or not. and after the tests of course. cause I really want to (shoot. this is gonna sound nerdy) start SEriously revising. haha
But ah well. I guess I'll need it. for Prelims. hahaha

soooo....

HERE we come TERM 3!
(lawll wat's /|\ all about) (/|\ = arrow-pointing-upwards) haha

-endddd-

2008-06-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

After reading juz one set of math notes, I feel tired already --
maybe because went to tuition loll...
like nv go out so long liao maybe it's kinda draining to do so -_- haha
anws, Econs tuition was Fun as usual :]
I could finally write! not sleepy like last time liao. cause can copy notes and all. wahahaha
But only the 1 and a half hours of copying notes. not even intensive writing la cause sometimes listening also what. then.... my hands were suuuper tired liao. nearing the end of the session, cmi liao. start to feel kinda strained :/
soo... good luck to me for GP and Econs~ hahaha
think i'll try harder for math, physics and chem cause they a BIT more hope --" hahaha

Jiayou pple
good job Odac 0 pple online LoL!
(hopefully is studying xD)

LoL
think this pic quite funny xD

-enddd-

my bridges are wooden? ._.

2008-06-18T21:46:00.003+08:00

LoL
uhh... it sort of scares me. how ALmost everyone who used to come online almost everyday or blog regularly are like.. nowhere o.o (online i mean)
It's a good thing la of course. and me TOO should be doing that. (break la now -- haha) but yeahh quite scary lol maybe cause i dont feel the urgency of the mid years yet. damnn

Went back to school today for the record breaker thing. damnnn lame sia. pacman eat sandwich -.-... the idea itself is creative la of course. But what we had to do was like.. wait for the pacman to come and eat. then we squat. (we're all part of a painting of a subway sandwich. 200 pple haha)
But it was fun la LoL!

I came to sch like at first not even sure if i can do it. cause of the hands. if i needed to roll or smthn, sure cannot what. but they sounded like they really needed pple, so juz come lo. and I told myself.. nvm arh. can collect my Vans shoes LoL!

Well. I went to sch kinda expecting nt so many (odacers) to come thought i'd be disappointed (of course nv see damn long liao see fun what xD)

There wasn't much actually. but to be honest, i wasn't really disappointed with the whole thing at the end of it. haha. cause quite fun LoL!
got... jaren, calvin, me, calvin & jaren's juniors hans and glenn (i think)
wah damn retarded. and funny hahahaha
we damn zi high and do and talk rubbish stuff. Like passing my slipper to the end of the row using only our feet, when we were sitting facing the hall direction, with our legs dangling from the grandstand the back railings (non-vj pple might not get this :/ ) haha
and what. poser tomato/bacon
aiya a lot of rubbish.
and in the PT, also damn funny. our "background" group still talked a lot of rubbish. but the other pple also got funny stuff. lol
actually kinda felt like we all friend friend sia i dunno. cause got one funny thing at one part, then all of us laughed -.- (didnt know like 60% of them (or more) i think) hahaha

ANWs, quite nice gg back to sch. after like one MONTH!? hahaha

and i got the pics from 20th May (the day i fell down)!

The nxt Two pics might be a bit... gory..? (no blood though) haha soo... if u dont want to see em, juz skip to the last part xD (sry i dunno how to make those u "click" then the pic come out those things)
They're pics of my hands after i fell down btw. soo... yeah the deformity -.- if curious can see lol

Me lying down, waiting for the ambulance.
Yes i was surprised. therefore the face. lol!
and.. (check out the wrists there..) (ew..) :/ haha

uhh... upclose -.-

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Haha. I really like this pic.
Cause everybody was smiling happily and like.. not upset or anything at all xD
Maybe a bit wierd why we were like that if think abt it now, but i guess the mood wasn't all that gloomy then (which is good btw :D )
But i know after that u all were worrying like ____ ahh sry :/ haha

yup. (i rly like the last pic xD)

hahaha that's all :D
think i quite tired cause went to sch lolll...

-endddd-

2008-06-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

!!!!!!!!!
Where is everybody!!!??
Why Izzn't ANYone online!!! bwahhhh
(makes me feel Moreee like a slacker -- hahaha)

SIS came back yesterday at like 11.30pm
Quite cool
nv see for like 1 yr liao la! hahaha
and her "experience" of uni makes me want to go to one too xD

dududu
cant WAIT for thurs. finally can take out the plasters on my hands and they'll be freee! hahaha

-enddddd-

2008-06-15T21:37:00.005+08:00

-no studying AT ALL today-

ahhh
juz when i thought the thurs was quite badd.
THURS:
I tried to carry a basket of 2 packets of chicken wings, and a packet of nuggets.
It was ok la seriously. i could do it.
BUT, after only like 10 secs, i started to feel the strain.
then i put down the basket immediately of course.
but the pain stayed for a while, like 2hours..? -.-
luckily, it was juz a slight stingy pain

TOday, i didnt rly carry heavy stuff la REAlly!
but ok maybe a BIT strained my right hand.
cause now it's a little swollen -.- lol
the thing is.. the "effect only comes aft a while danggg

Anws, remind me nt to do those again when u see me trying to -.- hahaha

well. nthn MUCH.

EDIT:

(I only made the Icing)
(Sara Lee made the rest)
LoL!
(but the icing's nice rightttt xD hahaha)

-enddddd-

Emptyyyy

2008-06-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

ahh
Not rly in the mood to blog now so... pics
haha

Right hand with stitches (before they were removed)
looks abit swollen.. think cause still recovering. and the wrist there the muscles nv move so like contract or smthn haha

After the stitches were removed. lol yeah quite small la the cuts. but think a BIT deep. like the one at the side haha
oh. and see the a bit red part between the side cut and the first cut on the top of the hand? that's from the metal poking my skin -- (the one now numb until cannot feel liao lol!)
anddd...
the white parts are my the skin coming out WITH the plaster -- (ewww...) (it's damn sticky) loll
the other white parts are uhh... the skin come out by itself. cause "nv see sunlight" for suuper long liao (was inside the big cast) haha

left hand with stitches!
think i forgot to take the one after removing the stitches haha

SOoo... yeah
went to remove my stiches today. didnt feel any diff, but of course quite happy.
being a patient, i think every trip to the hospital makes me happy. not because i like to go there -.- lol but... like every trip, means i'm recovering! like progess in the recovery lol (ok if it sounds like i'm talking crap, juz ignore. haha)
but that's why i always cant wait to go for the nxt visit to the hospital xD

Stitches are out, but the metal wont be taken out until like 2months later.
but the good thing is the wounds can touch water in like 7 days! really looking forward to it
haha

oh well that's abt it

Come my house see my new tv! very nice heheh

-endddd-

2008-06-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

Alrightt!
Even though I played quiteeee a lot, I think I did pretty much work too!
quite productive la the studying haha
Not VERY, but relatively v good liao haha
Yup better keep this up xD

-nothing much to update-
except for the flash rain which came at like 10 or smthn.. like... at first everything was ok. then suddenly got a flash outside. Lightning but i was like no rxn. then like in 4 seconds, WOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmm
RAIN. and it was like HEAVY rain somemore
SUDDENLY O_O
yeah that was quite wierd. the winds were really strong too haha

other than that... NORMAL

-enddddd-

2008-06-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

HAha!
Sometimes, it's really quite funny how pple would follow other pple
Like...
Juz now, I took an MRT to city hall from my house (novena) there.
and as u know, from dhoby ghaut to city hall, the side the door opens changes. I forgot this time (maybe cause nv take mrt too long lol)
But then, I was at the not-gonna-open-side. even before the train was reaching cityhall. I was juz standing there facing the door la. Actually, I would've looked pretty stupid. Cause everyone SHLD be facing the other side.
But then... (i was oblivious to the other pple around me)
as the train reached city hall mrt, "City Hall station"
Then i rmbed i was on the wrong side of the train. I turned around, first natural reaction was quite malu.
BUT. when i turned around, i saw like FIVE pple behind me all facing the door my side -.-
then they followed me and turned the other way. LOL

MAN. I must've looked pretty convincing standing close to the door on the wrong side of the train. Haha!

Ahhh... coming back from the hospital, don't rly feel like studying liao for some reason. LoL NEVErtheless, shall still try :D

-endddddddd-

Stories say

2008-06-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

Meant to be lonely

Once upon a time, there was a little boy called Timmy. Little Timmy had a lot of friends he played with at school, and they always had a lot of fun.

Once day, Timmy's mom called him to the kitchen and asked "Timmy dear, would you mind fetching me some eggs from the market? (we only have like 5000 of them left)" (-.- LOL how many do they eat a day ANWS >_>)

"Sure!" Timmy agreed.

The market was a tat far from where Timmy's family resided. Boyyyy... It ain't gonna be noo fun goin' over that yonda' by ma'self Timmy thought.

He decided to ask some of his friends along. even though it was just a short fifteen minutes walk from his house, Just for the company. He knew they might be busy doing the weekend project the teacher gave them, but that didn't really make him change his mind about asking a friend along.

Johnny? Mary? Bobby? Jane?
Nahhh...
Come to think of it, he wasn't that well off with any of them to ask such a favour from them. Afterall, it was at the cost of any of them having the hassle of getting ready to go, and forgoing the time they could've spent on the project just for company for he had wanted.
It would've just been a lil' too demanding for them.

Justin, for one, wouldn't really have minded. He was, to Timmy, his closet friend in school afterall.
But then again, Justin stayed far away from the town centre, and.... let's just say Timmy didn't want to trouble his buddy.

In the end, Timmy went to the market and came back with the eggs all by himself, humming a melodious tune, which in fact hid a hint of loneliness in it.

"Here're the eggs mom!"

And life went on...

-END

LOL. YES FINALLY finished the story
and ya i know my narrative skills quite uhhh.... ya --
haha AIya
Not completely my fault also arh. Bro came and hijacked the com HALFWAY. and i only got it back like half an hour later (and therefore the kindaaa disjointed story... if u think so --) haha

ANWs, juz a random story..
Cause I suddenly got reminded of sec3. When I wrote those suuuper crappy Timmy compos and everyone got entertained by them (i think) (cause they were so full of CRAP) haha

Moral of the story? Go figure. LoL
hiakhiak (<---what sound is THAT oO)
I might JUST become some great story book writer one day
LOL (dream onn) hahaha

HANDS UPDATE

can carry some stuff liao though not really the heavy ones.
But can see it improving la. Honestly, the diff btwn each day is Observable! :D haha
And I dunno if the metal thing poking my skin is becoming less, or what, but like cant rly feel liao. maybe poke too long the nerves dont send signal liao -- haha

STUDY TIME

-endddddd-

2008-06-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

Woo!
Guess what!??
I've.....
-drumrolls-
TAKEN OUT THE BIGASS SLAB-CAST!!!
haha

Went to the hospital today for check-up...
At first I thought it would be just a "check-up".
BUT. when i got to the doc there, she said can take out the cast liao and I was like WOO
can see my hands liao haha

(I dunno if this is gonna sound wierd, but...)
last few days i kept thinkinh... like... last time (before the fractures), I NV even looked at my hands the wrists there. like Really Look at it haha I mean... barely took notice of that part of the hands even being there la!
but now... I was like looonging to see them >_> ya sounds quite wierd(lol-.-), but it's true!!! Probably one of those "take for granted stuff" haha

ANWS,
think i'll juz post some pics!

HANDS.
The black stuff a bit below the wrists are the stitch marks... cant really see them here dangggg
but NO WORRIES. when i take out the stitches on the 16th (YEAH) i'll take CLEARR pictures haha (btw... think they look pretty sick close up --" lol!)

the new "cast" a.k.a the SPLINT

(the below actually got nothing so uhh... juz showing.. in case the first pic was a bit "misleading" -.- haha)

the X-ray for my left hand aft the op.
see the thin, glowy, wire things? those're the wires! haha
didnt get the right hand's one though... (getting on my nxt visit xD)

sooo there
my hands haha
not really strong yet.., but RECOVERING -thumb up- haha

and..
to the ODAC DUDES:
whatever WE got, I'm still proud of us!
cause i know we rly got try la haha
like. shld celebrate the efforts. nt juz the prizes lol
and anws, we had DAMN a lot of fun during ALL the trainings xD

ahhh off i go!

-endddddd-

2008-06-01T23:23:00.002+08:00

ahhh crappp
I think i MIGHT be addicted to blogging (for now) haha
cause i TOLDDDD myself friday would be like the LAST time i'd blog. until after the op of course
BUT. HERE i am BLOGGING again -.- hahaha

ANWS, eating cereal now in front of my com... niceeee... haha
USUALLY i wont eat at this time... at least not cereal laa... but yeah. tml cannot eat OR DRINK until like ONE la! from midnight
so faster before midnight muz fill up da' tank LoLLL

Some odac pple came over today to watch uhh... SHALL WE DANCE?
uhh... what're u posing for..
nooo... the MOVIE is shall we dance?
"SHALL WE DANCE?"
-.- haha okok being a BIT lame
cause... quite tired dunno why haha

anws, went to watch cheerleading after that and WOO
STUNTS FIRST
ahahaha
yeah i was happy too xD

haha
but i was easily tired and like reallllyyyy tired even before the results
think nv go out as often liao then not used to it liao or smthn :/
anws, dinner then home
haha
somehow quite fun lol!
yes i dunno
maybe the relative thing again hehhhh

wooo!!
cant WAIT to FINALLY get those metals inside my wrists LoL!
cause that means faster recovery! which means.... back to normal wrists! wahahaha

ok time to hit the hay (=sleep) HAha

NIGHT

-enddddd-

2008-05-31T23:17:00.003+08:00

Haha
SOMEHOW, I think i should be appreciating my hands more now...
cause... after the op on mon, i think they're MOST Probably gonna be like as weak as most days of last week lo (LoL as weak as last week >_>HAha ok nvm-.- haha)
like...
last week, i couldn't do ANYthing!
cant even press the remote control buttons, let alone hold a cup or brush my own teeth
and noww.., i can like even eat by myself and do MOST things (which dont require much forearm strength)
danggg. like have to go back to square 1 in recovery... :/
haha
but NVM. think long term much better
and the doc say metal plates inside can recover faster sooo yayy
lol -.-

Oh. And TUITION today was funnn!!! (At least for me)
haha
CAUSE
got like SEVEN of us Odacers there wahahahaha
and I haven rly been out of the house socialising, so... i think i was like quite excited to go there in the first place... xD
But ya. CRAPPING was fun :D

WHICH. kinda made me uhh... reflect..? on the past few days of thinking mood...
I guess... the quote which I got from that card which went smthn like no one can help another without helping himself.. (ehh.. now that i see the quote, not rly a LOT of link.. but along that line la haha)
yeahh. like... where gt so nice? haha objectively speaking of course.
but it doesn't mean it's a bad thing also la i guess...
cause helping IS after all helping what. whatever reason it is. lol..
But i guess that's why pple need others who appreciate them for... being themselves as well xD
and that's probably why pple prefer friends who actually aprreciate them lol
Yes.
(haha i dunno.. juz personal opinion laa) But if u feel it's TRUE..., Start Appreciating ur "friends"! (and that might juz remove the inverted commas xD)
hahaha

And... that's THAT.
and I'll end off my entry with a quote from Ivie's blog (which I think is pretty cool xD)
Till the nxt time I can type again!!! (probably in a few days time xD hahaha)

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-Dr Seuss

Oh wait. (WOOPS) forgot to put this...

TAKE $39.80!!!! Too bad the shop was like closing liao LOL
(some jap restaurant near my house hahahaha)

-endddddd-

Part and parcel

2008-05-29T17:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL

haha
juzzz have a sudden urge to blog soo... here I am! hahaha

ok FIRSTLY, I think I should thank alllll the pple who helped me in my recovery process up till now (esp the pple who helped me on the tues, whom I wanted to write down since then, but haven ._. haha) BEFORE i forget xD

FIRSTLY, of course the odac pple who made it like a lot less pain (almost NO pain heheh) RIGHT after i fell from the chair woo have to admit. that part (waiting for the ambulance part) was pretty fun and funny! (no matter how sadistic it might sound xD

THEN..., of course the paramedics who brought me to the hospital. quite fun talking crap (although it was mostly me and they listened) The spiky hair-quite buff dude who was quite crappy, the cute ITE girl on attatchment (<--haha!) who kept smiling LoL andd the guy i barely saw who gave me the "numbness gas" as i call it. oh. and of course the ambulance driver. Haha! The "brudda" who talked in matt accent, who got me from the ambulance to the emergency ward

And of course, a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Thank you! to MS JACLYN NG YANYAN (uhh... did i get the chinese part correct? LoL!) for coming to CGH (Changi General Hospital) , staying there until like 6! cause i was there hahaha

(OK. Here comes the doctors parts... hope i can still rmb their names CORRECTLY)

Dr. Tiah Ling! Who performed the pulling thing for my hand. and crapped with me while i was there Woo! have to admit. one of the nicest doctors around! (of course speaking objectivelt without any biasness EVEN though she was from VJC ODAC 6th BATCH! Wahahaha) (honestly arh. haha)

Dr BEE. the X-ray doctor. quite nice also heheh (think i kept saying his name when i took the X-rays after the pulling thing. cant rly rmb a lot. cause i was on morphine lolll)

the Nurse Nora! rmb her name quite well. cause she tended to me a LOT while i lay there waiting for the Dr. Tiah to come do the pulling thing (and i think i kept calling her name also. when i was on morphine. Hahahaha)

and OH. the prisoner dude who was on the bed opposite of mine. Think quite nice la he. Gave me a thumbs up when the policeman kinda Implied he cant talk to outsiders, after he tried to ask me if i was ok. haha Hope ur wound (at the chest) is ok already too! :D

anddd... of course ALL the nurses and doctors who helped me (sry either didnt get, or forgot ur names :/) haha

The pple who came to visit any day, msg or call or anything. yeahhh u all know urselves xD (thx for even sparing me a thought!) haha

And of course my family haha woo!

(right shoulder a bit tired... so....)

-restttttttttttttt-
.......
........

OK back -.- haha

FUTURE DEVELOPMENTS(on the bones -.- haha)

uhhh... ok
this might sound a bit o.o, but...

I gotta go for Op on Mon!
For both hands haha
But it's quite a minor operation laa
Juz put some metal at the broken parts no biggie! (so no worries xD )
Will be warded a couple of days though... at CGH so... coughUKNOWWHATTODOcough
LoL! hahaha

But suddenly a bit lazy to studyy
ah nvm
WILL STILL TRY.
Do bad better than do worse! Quote me hahaha

and sooo... yup that's all the news for now! haha
(dont think got much to update the coming days...)

See u all SOONNNN

-enddddd-

p.s. if U'RE reading this, thx fr the talk man haha think it made me feel MUCH better than u think it did hehhh

wednesday.sucked.

2008-05-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

And noww i worry

hahahh

I WAN FREE HANDS! BWAHHHH!!
lolll

-enddd-

dont want to, but i should

2008-05-27T21:55:00.005+08:00

Was blog-hopping, and somehow stumbled upon this
By "Annonymus" Ripped it righttt off
Hope u don't mind! :/ (tell me if u do! and sry!) haha

"To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up."

Haha
yeahh... mayyybee u're right
lol..

-enddd-

Right.

2008-05-27T20:42:00.003+08:00

tch

Updates:
Jason, Darryl, Kaili came over today
hmmm ok lo haha
norrrmal hanging out i guess xD

And... I managed to brush my own teeth LoLL

ah shucks

and I cant wait for thurs

-endddddd-

2008-05-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

okok
so MAYBE i strained my right hand a bit too much today... cause it really feels quite tight now :/
haha but no worries!
should be ok in noooo time :D
haha

The pple i ALMOST always hung out with in 4/7, CX, bernice, jasmine and zm came over today!
and wooo! quite fun la -.- lol
bernice likes to cut donuts -_-
jasmine is a stalker i think... LoL!
and cx is broke
Zm is very big and tall (but hair still EXACTLY the same) LoL!
oh and jasm face like... uhh.. ok better not say haha!

But it was fun la
somehow xD

Studying was a flop thoughh
read Periodic Table,
and... that's all!
zomg suuper unproductive Even though i was home the whooooleee time
argg
juz cant concentrate la
maybe cause of my restricted wrists :/
ah well
and my mom reminded me how i shld study during this hols, and that A lvl's impt
urggg
needa concentrate harder :/...

Lol
on a lighter note,
Started on the watermelon today!
and finished the bananas!
Also ate the Jelly hahaha

ahh wellll

-endddddd-

I wouldn't mind seeing 20years down the road

2008-05-25T17:53:00.002+08:00

wheeeeeeee! (<--imagine homer simpsons) lawllll today was.... Fun! wahahaha come to think of it, i guess it would have been one of those ok days bah... if everything was normal...
BUT
me being COOPED up at home for the past dunno-HOW-many days (actually, i know. it's around 5 days. since tues -.- LoL!)
it was really quite fun!
relatively VERY fun i guess.

After lunch at home, went over to ZL's house to SURPRISEEE
him AND the rest of the odacers who were there to celebrate his birthday xD
Whoooo
it was cool

from there, we all went to city hall shokudo to EAT
the burger made me quesy ~_~

and then went to novena to *coughcoughcough* hahha
and;... WALKED HOME!
yeah
O_O

A lot of pple were staring. EVEN in cityhall
at my casts of course
hahaha
but... they were really not much of a prob laa..
juz maybe LOOKs quite ouuchhhhhh...

lol but who cares if pple stare
dont mind me saying, but it actually felt Pretty good to be casted and walking around like a normal person. quite cool LoL!

Anws, good to FINALLY go out
wahahaha

and SO...

TODAY was the FIRST day (since tues) I:
walked this much! (quite a lot xD)
took the MRT!(twice somemore LoL!)
ate lunch BY MYSELF (LoL. at nigt think i try to brush my teeth myself HAha)
SPEND MONEY ( O_O ) (stay at home no need spend what. lol)
ATE CAKE (errr... quite randm, but ya -.- It's true!!! hahaha)
Kicked a mascot (at Novena) LOL
and... I think that should be it
xD

Man!
I'd been wanting to post "What i ate today" (out of the food u guys(ODACers) gave me), but KEEP forgetting everytime i blog. haha
sooo... I'll try to rmb last time ones bah. and start from today Wahahaha

WHAT I ATE TODAY
PANDAN BREAD
BANANA

WHAT I ATE TODAY(YESTERDAY version)
M&Ms Peanut!
Scoox!
Apple!
BANANA

WHAT I ATE TODAY(WED, THURS and FRI version)
RAISIN BREAD
TREASURE BOX
DRIED MANGOES
CHOCOLATE MILK
MILK (small packet) (lol)
WALNUT CHOCOLATE MUFFIN (MMMmmm~)
HONEY DEW
BANANAS

(notice i eat banana EVERYday) LoL!

OH
and TODAY, i ate CEREAL for the FIRST time since TUES!!!!!
DAMN NICEEEEE AHHHhhhhh
And this one finishing.. (raisin Bran)
Can't WAIT to open the New one (Fruity Apricot) LoL! Woo!

Alright! Today rocks xD

-enddddd-

2008-05-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

woo
got a nice surprise (Again!) today

went to tuition in the morning, planning to juz listen (since cant rly write...)
then... when i came into the room, guess who i saw!?
LIM SHIHAN
LoL! damn coincidence!
but nice la
got pple pei..wait actually is HELP me w the stuff
haha
so wooo

and what's more,
also saw Ber, and Sherylin!
wahaha cooolll

hmm but... halfway through the class, like... cannot pay attention liao...
dunno because of the medicine, or too much sleep nowadays, but urggg

came home also.. got headache..
watch tv also get a bit nauseas (uhh. dunno how to spell LoL!)
maybe watch too much tv+too much com (nothing else to do what...)
or the too much sleep..
whichever, the headache now still got
rarrr
dunno if shld juz go slp or nt also (since maybe is cause of too much slp what)
haha

oh well...

off i go!

-endddddd-

2008-05-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

ahhhh
today was yet another lazy day
haha

tried to study, but only managed to read ONE econs tutorial... rarr stupid medicine... (makes me drowsy) xD

haha anws, hands feeling pretty MUch better
can type w both hands liao! hahaha (dun scold me wm :/ ) lol

ehhh...
2/4 pple came over today! Woo
but juz a while after they came, i had headache, and had to chase them off for dinner
sryy!
but it was fun while it lasted xD

hahahh
feels quite hermit
staying at home sooo long (soo not like last time..wont stay home for more than 2days lo.. honest! since like last yr xD)
takes some getting used to
hahaha

but at least every morning, i wake up and see the can of cranes on the ledge at the head of my bed
and i walk to my living room and see the TWO spongebob balloons, and SUNFLOWERS :D
my "happiness pangs" as Fanny would put it. Lol!
nice way to start everyday
heheheheh
ahahaha

k
enough typing for today
till nxt entry!

-enddddd-

getting back on track

2008-05-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

today, i felt like a realllllll slacker haha

rly freaking slack.. couldn't stand it aft a while sia :/

but got a pleasant surprise though..
WM dropped by!
to pass me my sch stuff, and go through complex numbers
haha dunno how else to say it, but thx man! :D
and to josai: got ur letter! haha

dang. today was a lazy day.
BUT. At least got do complex no.s i guess.. and.. looked through my chem test...
Anyhow, shall start studying again tml
yupp. and stop using my hands as an excuse not to xD hahaha

oh and i got 2k.on the dot for my SAT.. expected la... so its ok haha

mannn. cant WAIT to go back to the hospital to change my cast hahah

-enddddddd-

Blessing In Disguise?

2008-05-21T21:16:00.004+08:00

9:16

HELLO ALL!

damnn it's quite hard to type with juz like 2 fingers.. can move all my fingers, but cant like stretch em. soo... yeah. cant rly type stuff like brackets xD
oh wait! can use []
ok shall use them instead for now :]
hehe

firstly, i wanna say sorry!
cause i know once u guys see this, u all SURE scold me say Why i go blog! haha
so yeah.. sry for doing this :/ and of course making u all worry! ALL the while :/ hehe
BUT. have to write this la. i really want to. even though yeah. have to admit it IS JUUUUUSTTT a lil' bit pain [and itchy lawl.what! it really is!] to type, [SOMETIMES ONLY. Not the whoooole time i type is pain so rly don't worry!] haha and anws, all the pain in the world would've been offset by what u ALL did for me, yesterday and today :] so.. no pain!
-dinosaur bites off head-
"huh. what was that itch in ma' neck"
lol xD
juz illustration la hahaha

ok ANWs, [mannn have to rly learn to be less long-winded. Lol!]
haha Okok
ANWs..,
I REALLY REALLY reaaaaaallllllyyy want to thank EVERYONE!
For making me feel like the luckiest person on earth[and probably the whole space. and parallel universes, and blahblahblah] lol cause rly! I felt like that today [and ystdy xD]
THANKS!!!!!!!!
to ALL the pple who wished me get well soon and asked how's my hand and all by ur suuper spamm of smses!
[even if nv send, still wanna thank EVEN if a single thought crossed ur mind heheh]
to those who spread news abt my wrists [cause that made MORE pple worried. lol uhh.. that's BAD. but i still appreciate it la know its gd intention xD] lol!
to...
EVERONE who came by my house today[+those coming over]
cause u'all rly made my day today heheh
PAO, PHIL, JERKO, and of course my second family [ODAC la duh] xD
Thx! for allllllllll the food and cards and balloons guys
rly touched :] [its rly SPAM la! dunno how i'm even gonna finish ALL of it xD but i will la of course. have to listen to u all hehe]
oh! and last but not DEF not least, thx for ALLLLLL the suuper nice and funny and touching AND crappy cards/letters :]
and ma family! haha

basically, thank u ALL for everything la [lol. haha yeahh.. all this sound cliche and all, but ah, screw originality. Lol! cause that's how i sincerely feel what.hahaha]
don't think words can FULLY express my gratitude [so have to stop here or else i'll prob start the thanking process again xD] haha

ANWs,
things at home are pretty alright. juz slacking loo... when no one's around xD
and believe it or not, i can actually take care of myself! pretty well i think [can move my fingers ok!] hahaha

hand pain is managable [honest! now can't even feel a single drip of pain] [think the ITCH is more torturous xD] and juz... my face like damn oily. cause scared hit the nose if wash the face.. haha
other than that, life's juz the same as every sch HOLIDAY[slacking at home] with maybe a LOT more pampering xD [dont even need to brush my own teeth liao haha!]
sooo...
if u're worried, u know what to do!
coughstopworryingxDcough
cause i'm A.OK :]

Again, thanks everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u all make me feel like....
breaking my hands and nose is nothing but
a Blessing in Disguise
:]

see u ALL SOON!

-enddddd-

-10:14
[woahh... i type pretty fast sia! got like TWO phone calls in btwn somemore xD]

and P.S: [if by this part u're like huhhhh... wat the hell was all that!? what happened to arkar o.o,]
I fell down from the chair while playing capt ball, landed on my face and hands, and fractured the bones in my hand below my wrists, and my nose xD
[and.. thx for reading! xD]

alright. better go. right shoulder nua liao. haha! :D

Keep tryingg

2008-05-19T10:39:00.004+08:00

Uh huh that's right!
NO SCHOOL TODAY
WAHahahahahaha

shiokkkk
no monday blues LoL!

Going to Sch later for... capt ball! woo quite near liao (2wks left only)
Better train hard!!

Oh oh and... I got specs!
(wanted to do one of those with & without specs pics thing. but looks quite wierd so... maybe nxt time xD)

ANWs, been quite a while since i last updated sooo... better put up some pics! hahaha
Firstly...
Happy bday POOPHEAD (james)
It LOOKS like a floorball stick, but it's supposed to be hockey!!

TOR-Gs STARBURST-LOLLIPOP-TRAFFIC-LIGHT
Wooo!!

Me and Alex's piece of art.
It went pretty darn far up. (ALMOST touch the roof) coughliarcough
LoL

"Thomas Sabo"
Azabusabo's Western Brother!? O_O

andd... that's all folks! xD

-enddddddddd-

INFLUX

2008-05-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Am I lucky or what.
Seriouslyy. Makes me wonder
haha

Cause.
I think i've been REAL lucky these couple of days.
Rachel said she found her old skateboard and doesn't mind giving me Woo! (but think it'll juz be left in the ODAC room haha)
And Faizah found her mini skateboard which she bought loooooonggg ago, and doesn't mind giving me that too! (woopie!) ahaha

And.
I think i'm gonna start climbing again. Jason wants to go for Pumpfest and i don't rly mindd haha

Somemore,
I'm juz starting to get back my momentum to study (from this evening)
and i'm gonna hang out w pao,phil,v again on tues

SOoo.... -_-
Here comes an Influx of things-to-do
and study too (lol rhymes -.-) cant neglect that

Telling urself "If u focus, u can do it" 's kinda hard,
But somehow i wanna believe it
LoL!
Yeah man
I can do it!
ahahaaaa >_>

crap. I'm talking rubbish again -- ahh
muz be cause of the solitude of spending the day alone today
SEEMS i can't rly do that
lolll

AND
I felt suuuper pissy today :/ sry broo

-endddd-

2008-05-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

And SOOooo... there goes one MOree week.
Week8's over -_- (woops sry) lolll

hmmm... this week's been.... pretty...
busy? haha
(crap... feel quite tired now somehow... later write ruuubbish then i know -.- hahaha)

Monday was JSD. OK

Tues was...
s45 bday celebration!!! Which of course includes our looovely CT's birthday as well :D
That was pretty fun i guess
CAKES! Ms meta ordered for ALL of us. (SO NICE RIGHT (get jealous d:) )
Yes. Alvin with his suuuper retarded face (on my body) -.- hahaha oh. shall upload the Vid of "Little Alvin" soonn...
The Photo collage we made for Ms Meta!!!
NICE RIGHT
that cost us a coughphysicslecturecough
wahahaha

err... self explanatory.. pretty muchh..

Wed was match support and PT.
Skating in the hall was funnnn.... hahaha
(crap really getting sleepy -.-)

Thurs was... Operation-V's-bday!
FUN
and a SUCCESS i must say
muwahahaha

Today... was pretty good.
Haha
ACTUALLY, got a loottttt of stuff to write one..
but now really really quite tired mentally.. i dunno why --
think i'll go slp soon lolll...
oh well... write nxt time then xD hahaha

Juz wanted to add, it was a busy week, but really quite an... enlightening? one
pretty much discovered stuff again
lolll (sound like some treasure hunting adventure or smthn --) haha

-enddddddd-

2008-05-03T22:02:00.004+08:00

SOOOooo....

SAT was not VERY good i have to say --......
Starting from the night before...
Couldn't sleep!
Maybe nervous or smthn? but i think the main reason was it was FREAKing hot la urghhh
and i rolled around the bed for quite a while
AND.
woke up a few times in the middle of the night

That made me quite not-on-form i guess..
(sounds like some excuse why i did badly for the first part of the test, but think it's true!!!)(can feel the diff one -.-...)
Like...
The essay was the first section.
and oh wait. before the essay... it was DAMN hot la outside the badminton hall(the rest venue) and we sweated and stuff. made ma' brain more @*$&^%
loll... sooo... the essay... quite screwed again. think i'll get a 4 :|
first reading section pretty bad too.. ahhhh..(didnt do FIVE qns. anyhow zham. hope can get at least one correct arhh...)

But... after that.. OK la.. I guess..
At first really really cannot concentrate.
and thus no time. (that's why i think it's cause nv get to sleep properly ): )
quite sad, but ah well...
least the rest of the sections were pretty okkk

Anyhow, not gonna retake whatever i get this time already la.
So there

PUTTING that aside,
cant WAIT to get back to school on monday. not because of the chem test (gonna die x_x)
but cause i wanna try Ollie! Woooo

ahaha

It didn't happen in the best way it could've, but
LIBERATION

too bad chem test makes it "out of the frying pan and into the... uh....... claypot"? forgot the saying -.- hahaha

nevertheless, gonna enjoy like a BIT more i think.
Getting SAT off my shoulder.
Those days before NAPFA, where i had to worry about TWO major tests. OVER
wooooo

studystudystudy

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Last time i saw pple in SCH (aside from the vj pple i saw today and ben)
was WED.
and MAN.
I miss ODAC already ):
and quite looking forward to class outing on.. tues? :D
Therefore, cant wait to get back to sch
wahahaha

Did you even know all FIVE flavours of tolberone existed? Me neither xD

mannn... trying, but this might be harder than i thought.. --"...

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2008-05-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

wooo
so I ponned school. and SELF-Declared this week as a 5day-no-school week
LoL!

At first I didn't know if i shld pon or nt... cause stay at home i sort of know i'll ROT. cannot realllyyyyyyyyyy study for SAT the whole day right (will become unproductive after doing one paper one. like yesterday -.- haha)
At sch can at least play...coughskateboardcough LOL yeah. crap. think i'm addicted xD
and Math Lecture was tempting.. LoL!

After a veryyyyy long contemplation on the Pros and CORNS (ok that was corny >_> ahahaaaaaa (the "-.-" laughter) haha)
I FINALLY decided NOT to go to school.
Guess the *mumbleEconstutorialmumblegrumble* and the laziness to change for PE and OF COURSE, waking up in the morning and taking the bus! OMG CAN U IMAGINE.
When i (sorta) HAVE a CHOICE. whether to wake up at 6am in the morning and take the bus sleepily all the wayyyy to sch. or snuck in bed until 8+ at home!
That really made me dont wanna go to sch. lazy la
And THEREFORE, i slept in. LoL!
can study for SAT anws
(that. was supposed to be the primary reason for me ponning sch in the first place.. -.- haha)

SOOoo...
Morning was quite rot-tistic
Didn't really do much except for reading newspaper, slacking around the kitchen and crapping with my mom every few mins, and reading manga... (SEE. i KNEW it!)
Oh but i made myself useful by preparing the table for lunch! and vaccuming the floor --" lolll

But NO laa.. it wasn't cause i was having the rot-ty mood.
I juz wanted to try a practice paper in a go. like the REAL thing.
So didn't want lunch or anything to interrupt. thus juz slacked in the morning haha

After lunch was really productive.
Left alone at home, i *teet*ed the air-con (lawlll -.-)
and started on ma' pae-parrr

Finished around like JUZ now.
But wahahaha!
I got a pretty good score so am quite happy :D
BUT.
Have to keep telling myself not to be so happy cause that was juz a PRACTICE paper. nt the reallll thing (which is tml) -.-...
Dang
Sooo... I cross my fingers and hope tml'll go as well, or even better :x
hehehe
jiayou me
lolll

Hmmm..
Seeing Rodney Mullen tricks on youtube yesterday, couldn't help but be like urhh... INSPIRED
which is quite a bad thing. cause rodney mullen is a pro-skater
I don't think doing stupid tricks on skateboards and risking breaking ur bones is wise at all, but
ahahaha...
I'm probably one of those pple who will want to try (i think i will. at sch on mon) LOL
AH WHAT. It juz seems fun xD
lol
but muz be careful though.. haha

I want a Skateboard!
BWAHHhhhaha (<-- msn emoticon the er... potato thing doing karate chops) lolll

Wish me good luck!

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sk8er dudes!

2008-04-30T22:10:00.003+08:00

After only around ONE hour of studying.., my brain feels tired already -.-...
mannn...
maybe i juz need a break haha
(which i cant afford to have now) shucks :/

SPORTS DAY was alright..
We were ALL overjoyed though.. When ODAC boys won FIRST in the InterCCA 4x100 relay! AHHHHHHhhhhh
SHIOK
Damn happy couldn't explain in words (ineffable) LoL!
Alright mannn :D

haha
and brain a bit off today arh --
dunno why (maybe study TOO much) coughRIGHTcoughhh
hahaha

oh well
TWO more days
haha

hmmm
oh
The SKATEBOARD fever is spreading!!
all over the odac room! and of course sailing xD
wahahaha
izznt it nice to spread ur passion LoL!

yeahhh

and WOULD I like to do that
xD
(copyright of images go to whoever the pple who took it are :D)

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"The more u expect, the bigger the disappointment"

2008-04-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

LoLLL

SO... B&J's free cone day
Free cone count: 4

hahaha

went back home earlier to "study", but... couldn't really concentrate... sooo.. bahhh
and now i read also like no info go in so decided to come online LoL! what an excuse xD

Sometimes, I wish i juz get warped to another dimension, and go on an adventure. (like in one of those animes) LoL!
Hello py and sarah xD

Then...

We can juz get away from all the _____ here
Wouldn't that be great? xD

Miscommunication, or juz overdoing it,
I give up.. maybe i try too hard -.-...
haha and...

Brighter - Paramore

So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
Well, I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
And if you ran away,
I'd still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

I'll wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright
(You shine bright, you shine bright)
I'll wave goodbye tonight.

This song Rocks!

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Being wierd is a result of uncomfortable-lity

2008-04-28T23:45:00.004+08:00

OK.

sooo....
(something to think about...)

If u have a clock. which is like kinda spoilt... (u dunno if it REALly is or nt..)
Do YOU...
Juz wait and hope it'd get better?
or...
try meddling with it, risking it'd REAlly spoil.

Think i opened and turned the clock inside out -.- haha
Now it's like..
Beyond repair, don't even think twice if messing with another part would spoil the clock FURther hahaha

Sucks

Was so engulfed in thought after tuition i took the wrong side of the train! and ended up at Khatib (from Bishan) when I shld've been heading to Novena >_> Lolllll alamakk

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Playing with a skateboard today in school, I managed to fall like 3 times. with once pretty badly (in front)
That now, my left wrist's a bit painful -- hahaha
and everyone disapproved of skating ._.

The world is a strange place to live in,
and i couldn't care less today
xD

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2008-04-25T20:43:00.004+08:00

Today was a great day :]
Yupp I can FINally say. a GReattt day
haha

Firstly, it was ok la. same as always. Just.... when i came into the odac room in the morning, and was memorising (uhh... make that TRYing -.- loll) to memorise my SAT notes at the corner of the room, I juz randomly looked around the room now and then.
One by one, 24th pple came in. haha
yeah it's normal. has always been like that.
But.... today, kinda reflected and I was like.. haha. quite nice siaa
lol aiya dunno how to say la
juz.. feel family-ly lo
xD yupp

and that was the start of the day.

Physics was -------- not rly even physics -.- haha

and then.., it was NAPFA.
I wasn't rly bothered abt the 5stations laa. Juz... the 2.4
haha quite worried/nervous, cause like.. nv rly practice or train also.. last few WEEKS keep playing capt ball even in PT loll
But thought juz try bahh
To skip all the running part, (nothing to write abt running also -.- lolll)
Got 9.46mins! wooo! damn happy la aft that.
I was aiming for below 10. then... got it yay! hahaha
yeahh it's not like SUuuuper good or anything, but i was damnnn happy.
cause like... i managed to kinda keep a steady pace and like didnt "die" after that like i usually felt (..i thinkkk haha)
so woo! happy happy aft that :D

Math lecture was as productive as ALways :D
(oh yeahh.... yesterday's math lecture really sucked. Cause I couldn't pay attention at ALL. Prob cause Wyemin wasn't there xD)

Econs tutorial was woo!
One of the best i ever had man. Cause i paid like 78.9% attention, and I knew a FRACTION of the stuff! (yeah that's already a great accomplishment xD)
and I shouted "HOT MONEY" LOL
Not taught in sch yet. but TUITION learn. MAN i felt smart XD ahahahaha

Chem tutorial was alright.

And... School was OVER! for the week :D hahahaha

Helped wyemin register for SATs, slacked a while in THE ODAC room, and went to play bball.

Guess the only not good thing that happened today was I really played like crap in bball. quite sian for A (short) while after that. cause it was CRAP
But i decided not to let juz 10mins of bball ruin my super uber cool day :D

Went home aft that cause the bamboo thing no need pple liao (quite thankful honestly.. sorry instructors involved! :/)

andd... here i am man.
SHALL chiong studying :D

ohhhh oh YEAhh
YESTERDAY...
At the bamboo dance thing... (if u know what i'm gonna talk abt, u would be laughing by now LoL!)
Shihan and Jia decided to put a bamboo pole on their heads and balance it.
At first I jumped over it
THen, jiaqian tell me to limbo below!
I said cannot but she say juz bend ur knees and go! can one
and i OBEDIENTLY followed LOL
I uhh... sorta made it liao. gonna stand up.
Then...
BOOOOOOOOMMM
(it was SEriouslyt like an explosion noise LoL!)
and There was a big fat TEAR in my pants! WT*
LOL damn LMAO la!
It was juz like wyemin's
Juz.. mine was more in front. his was more behind (mine tore along the zip somemore sia!)
and i used the SAT vocab book to faster cover (even though i zhao kenged for like a few secs damn unglam lolll)

and go to toilet change lo ahaha

Now, WHO hasn't split their VJ pants? xD
ahahaha

and soo...
Time for PICTURES

During ECONS class. mother bottle, father bottle, and kid bottle -.- (with MRS Tan at the background) Is SHE goldilocks? O.O lolll

Close up. Don't think she knows i took the pic though xD hahaha

"Look Mom! No HANDS!"
(with WM's fingers for i-dont-have-a-clue-reason) lol!
Sorry James! x/

"Come try our New and IMproved, BEE HOON with CAI!" says spongebob without hands
LoL!

and soo.... another chaotic (why they nv call it chao-tic? kay-o-tic? oO or i spell wrongly sia LoL!)
week is overrr

And I feel got more grip on my life again -.- LoL! (maybe it's juz the like 8-9hrs of sleep i got yesterday xD)

I love friends I figured.
But not those who drift away
:/

and...
OFF i go!
-zooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm- (-.-lolll)

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